Facial fat , bright eyes ,Omg i love nofap

Hey guys ,, i just got up and while taking a piss in the bathroom , i looked at the mirror and it was like someone else standing there and i still cant tell right now if i was freaking out or was having a joyful feeling.... first of all i dont go to the gym so this isnt because of any workout whatsoever ,,, i could notice facial fat on my cheeks and my jawline now looks more manly and what really made me decided to drop this here is that i have brown eyes But mine arent as bright and cute as other people i see everyday ,well this morning , i could see into my own eyes and it felt really amazing ,, although i am currently on the flatline but it isnt new to me because i have been here before ,,, I dont think about it ,, i work for 5-8 hours daily and spend 5 hours learning to code everyday so i dont think much about it .
And one other thing is that i can talk to absolutely anyone without feelings or thinking of what to say , i can hold eye contact for as long as the person keeps on looking at me , i dont care, I am now more assertive and can say NO to anyone without feelings sorry and lastly i am now more concerned about what i wear and how i look.
I hope this helps other guys on the journey ,, PMO does no one no good ,,, DOCTORS ALWAYS SAY THAT 'M' IS GOOD FOR THE HEALTH , WELL I GUESS THAT DOESNT APPLY TO ME .

 

i spend most of my time at home though but each time i got out either for a walk or to get something , talking to the cashier is a lot more easier than before and i could stare into anyone's eyes without so many thoughts in my head contemplating if i was doing it right or if i was being awkward,,, i am currently on day 41 and about the facial fat , i mean my face now looks more manly and not all dried up which makes me looks like a boy other than someone almst 22

 

Still learning to be one,, i am done with javascript, java, c,c#, c++ , ruby, php ,, i am actually done with 8 programming languages and presently learning phython , i heard it is wonderful and great so i left it for the last and i plan to learn swift too for ios and this has all happend in less than 2 months of my commitment to nofap ,,, most times when i am writing code it feels as if i am too focused and it feels like my head is about to blow and it just makes my focus a lot more sharper and i love the feelings and also i quit social media ,, i am left with just whatsapp and messenger with notifications turned off

 

While i was pmoing i get worried about my balls always because when i try to press them it feels so soft and weak but right now i could see something growing out of my balls and they feel much more stronger when i touch them and they arent always saggy as before... testosterone is really working and i believe in sex transmutation and my goal is to be off any sexual activity for the rest of the year

 

I will be 22 in august , i learn online ,, through codecademy and ilovecoding is also a website with tutorials videos and i just learnt that coding isnt as hard as i thought it is ,, i finished html and css in less than 2 days though i am still learning because you can never learn everythin