Scared to shower

So as you can read i am scared to go into the shower as i am on a 2 week streak and i am scared that i will relapse even if i don't take my phone i think this will be the end of the streak of course i showered in these 2 weeks but i am just scared to go in today but i still need to shower since even thought i still shower but in the last two weeks i haven't showered that much what do i do i need to shower but am too scared that this will ne the end of the streak

 

You know i really think that you have an iq of 400 i would have never thought of that
Thank you