why do i keep thinking of my porn induced fetishes and they keep playing tricks on me ?

please give some more details. and what tricks are being played on you? How many days have you done nofap.
anyways, the fetishes you learnt from porn are forever embedded in your memory, it'll require a complete reboot to get over some of these fetishes. My fetish was cumming in a girl's mouth because this literally happens in every porn clip. But I'm on day 68 with nofap. Last night me and my girlfriend were talking about sexual fantasies and I realized mine was about going down on her . I no longer care about cumming in mouths.

 

I have this issue. But let me tell you something. If it's something you've watched in porn and it turns you on, its not the true person you are. Don't take me wrong. Suppose to come across a healthy fetish like boobjob, etc. its alright because you like. But if you're having a fetish which bothers you in your mind yet turns you on, you should realize it's porn induced. Example, if you've been jerking off to double penetrations. The minute someone says DP, or double penetration, it turns you on. IT DOES NOT MEAN YOU WOULD LIKE TO DP SOMEONE. Especially if she's your girlfriend or wife. So here's where the problem comes in. You think that since it turns you, you want to do it in reality, although in your mind and heart you may be completely against sharing your wife. You've been hard all the time while searching for DPs and other stuff. So your brain subconsciously sends an arousal signal to your dick, saying "Hey dude, get hard, remember the last time you jerked off to this it felt so goooood?". And boom.! you get erect. It's escalation that gets you watch this kind of stuff. You get bored of the normal straight white on white girl guy genre. So you keep going bizarre. If you understand this psychology, you're 80% over your fetish already.

 

People mess it up, bringing porn stuff, into their real life. If you let these fetishes in your life. I'm sorry my friend, you've lost and porn won.

 

I'll help you out a little more. If you have a humiliation fetish that is bothering you. Like, you know you don't want to be dominated or humiliated but it still turns you on. Then get up everyday and look yourself into the mirror. Say this to yourself, "I don't like to be humiliated. I don't like to be dominated. I am the king of my life. Nobody can control me". Trust me say it few times everyday. It helps. Humans created porn thinking it will pleasure us, but now people have started realizing, this pleasure costs us our personal life, self respect, relationships, time, goals, so many more things. You will be alright, don't worry <3

 

Yes, they are incredibly hard to get out of your fantasies. If not impossible. Porn gave me this sissy fetish and until recently even pics of muscular men would turn me on fantasizing, they no longer do as much as when I was still using porn. Getting rid of them in fantasy is an entirely different story. It takes a loooot of time.

 

Most likely yes. Do some research on how excessive P use affects blood flow to the brain. The changes in brain activity mirror cocaine use. Alterations im brain function depend on how long the person used PMO but if done in excess just know it is possible