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the million dollar question: why are you addicted to harming yourself?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by InflammatoryResponse, Jul 28, 2019.

  1. InflammatoryResponse

    InflammatoryResponse Fapstronaut

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    the biggest question for me is:

    is it me? or is it some other 'will' or force that hates me and is trying to kill me?

    I am NOT addicted to pornography. I am addicted to chatting with REAL girls and cyber sex on facebook. for me, it is WAYYYYYYYYYYYY more addictive than porn, because somehow the interactions are the SAME AS IF WE WERE IN PERSON. I mean, they respond the SAME WAY, to your sexual energy as if you were there.

    what I mean is, if I dont have an erection, they do NOT respond sexually, even though, we are just chatting. or on the phone, or whatever. if i do, they DO respond.

    it is a PSYCHIC interaction.

    I do suspect the girls who are responding ARE actually angels because it doesn't actually work on ALL girls. it doesn't work that way with ALL girls.
     
  2. InflammatoryResponse

    InflammatoryResponse Fapstronaut

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    aside from these girls, seeming to know things they couldn't know by the 5 sense, but they never really come out and say it in a crass open way. they just hint that they know.

    i asked one girl, how did she know when I had erection or not? and she laughed and responded, 'not all girls know'


    but the reality is ALOT of women are angels, a lot of men too. I think the ratio is about 1/3 of humans are here to sort of help the other 2/3s who are some kind of psychotic villains, some kind of supernatural psychic rejects of the universe put here as some kind of rehabilitation or i dont know
     
  3. DeepParkWater

    DeepParkWater Fapstronaut

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    The region of the brain is more primitive or basal than the one responsible for higher level thinking control of ones actions. Essentially the more primitive one takes precedence especially after dulling the brake and strengthening the natural urge to step on the gas.

    It seems that you realize what your brain is telling you, that you want real interaction rather than artificial stimulation. You should listen to that basal instinct but reject the unhealthy learned behavior
     
  4. InflammatoryResponse

    InflammatoryResponse Fapstronaut

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    what a bunch of pseudo scientific mumbo jumbo.

    demons can telepathically excite you to pain which makes you feel you MUST orgasm or die.

    it is the FEAR of DEATH that is the anxiety causing you to masturbate. the demon is THREATENING YOUR LIFE subconsciously, to masturbate OR ELSE the demon will kill you.
    understand telepathic communication is not words or 'voices' it is usually without form and direct communication of intentions and commands, ideas.

    in fact, people who actually hear 'voices' , it means their CONSCIOUS mind must be influenced, whereas MOST people never hear voices at all, they simply obey the mental commands
     
  5. DeepParkWater

    DeepParkWater Fapstronaut

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    Psuedoscience: a collection of beliefs or practices mistakenly regarded as being based on scientific method.

    Me masturbating has nothing to do with demons or dying.... Its a stress response where I used to seek out immediate gratification for relief. Form of self sabotage yes, fear of death no?

    Youre entitled to your own beliefs, but before you call something pseudoscience you should look up the definition. You dont have to take my word for it, read some articles created by reputable sources that outline the structure and function of the brain. Anything other than that is a mere guessing game.
     

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