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Relapsed right back into a flatline

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by C12345, Aug 5, 2019.

  1. Aug 5, 2019 #1
    C12345

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    Well god dammit, July was fucking shit. June was my game changing month, but July was terrible. I fell right back into my habits. I was getting my attraction to girls back, I fell into temptation and fapped like a madman. Don't do this, I'm right back into my zero libido insecure mindset. It's not as bad as before and I don't think it'll last as long, but it just sucks. I'm heading across states in a couple weeks to visit some friends and there is a girl I'm interested in there. Hopefully in 2 weeks time my libido will be back a little bit like it was before. I have no excuses for my relapses, I was just weak. I didn't even fight my temptations, I just gave in. This time I know that exiting a flatline brings on urges from hell. Every stage of PMO rebooting sucks, the flatline mentally fucks you. Depression, anxiety, insecurity. And when you get out of a flatline you get slammed with urge after urge. I guess everyone goes through a bad relapse though. Don't worry I'm not giving up, I'm just tired of failing.
     
    C12345, Aug 5, 2019
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  2. Aug 5, 2019 #2
    Darren hutto

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    Yeah man tomorrow is my 3 day man free of porn it’s a battle man this addiction sucks man stress gets to me sometimes man and the depression and anxiety man it’s really bad man porn messes you up mentally man I know it’s so hard to quit because the pressure gets to you
     
    Darren hutto, Aug 5, 2019
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  3. Aug 6, 2019 #3
    Dagger323

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    I’ve relapsed more times than I care to admit. I’ve been there and know exactly what you’re going through. All I can say is be very weary of the flatline, because as soon as it begins to let up a relapse is almost sure to occur if you let your guard down. Never get too overconfident. I’ve read testimonies from people that have gone a year without fapping and just one weak moment caused them to enter a full binge and they were right back to their old habits. This just proves that even though abstinence becomes easier, you always have to stay vigilant for temptations.
     
    Dagger323, Aug 6, 2019
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