Women coming out of nowhere while on a long non ejaculatory streak?

is that a joke? i mean no offense but i went 15 or 16 days without masturbating even though i constantly edged but i didnt have any hot chicks throwing themselves at me.

 

I think now you are more aware of those initiatives, they were there earlier also but now you are actually in the moment to notice them, its like you are alive now. Earlier you were so hooked to porn and filth, that you were imposing everything on to the situations so busy every moment, that why she is not talking to me, she is going out with him, ohh she is so hot and etc etc. Now with all those sexual energy retained in you, you are actually busy doing of what you are supposed to do as opposed to whats easy(getting distracted), so now you are more alert to these things going around you.

Its amazing feeling, try some more days in your streak, you will be the bad boy in town. Thats what they say, don't you have balls to do that stuff. It means the confidence. The more stuff u retain the more confident you become.

 

won't work on me. i still have 0 friends. and people telling me i look like john travolta won't help either.

 

A person never fails until he has accepted failure. What matters is what you have in your inner world. Inner world is more powerful than outer world.
A person who achieves something is the person who thinks he can.
DESIRE.
THE STARTING POINT OF ALL ACHIEVEMENT IS DESIRE. KEEP THIS CONSTANTLY IN MIND.
Weak desires bring weak results, just as a small amount of fire makes a small amount of heat. If you find yourself lacking in persistence, this weakness may be remedied by building a stronger fire under your desires.
The above quotes were from this amazing book "Think and grow rich" by Napolean Hill which I recommend every one to read it at least three times. Why three times? Because then only the golden concepts of the book(in general, which everyone think they already know) will go deep in your subconscious mind and then you will start applying those concepts to elevate yourself.

So help yourself mate, and you will see that the whole universe is helping you. Cuz God help those who help themselves.

 

Day 28.

"You Give is What You Get."-Les Brown

Going extremely strong with my dedication, discipline and desire to go on the other side and become a responsible human being. Its like a dream coming true. Its like a feeling when you wake and you thought you missed your school bus, ohh snap you are 26year old graduate. Life is beautiful indeed and its looking beautiful as a result of my 3D's stated above, else I would be looking at filth every where by now. Now I am excited every morning to pass my day more efficiently unlike before. In next two days a major target number will be achieved which will boost my confidence through the roof and after that I have decided to add on some major exercises in my regime which will help channelize my excess sexual energy, else there will be always a chance to fall back into the filth.
Yesterday night two times I saw some explicit content in my dream. But since I have not been watching any thing explicit the connection which my brain has with the filth is starting to loose, so even after having a boner and sleeping on my tummy I controlled my dreams and did not achieve any mental or real orgasm, no fluid excretion happened neither in my dream or in real. It was like I was saying to the maidens in my dream "sorry ladies I am on nofap". Indeed a good sign. I have realized that once you start your journey you have the option in your brain to have the filthy thoughts(&enjoy) or say no(Iam not supposed to be thinking like that), if you control those thoughts you can win over and control your subjective mind, thats what I did.
Now, two days after today after I would have achieved 30successful days of nofap, I know that I can control my subjective mind, albeit I will be in need to utilize the accumulated excess sexual energy, else this energy might become a potential threat to a relapse. I need to be prepared. I have few plans in mind. Physical and mental activities I am already doing, I need to add on few more things.
I read about Sex Transmutations in this amazing book "Think and Grow Rich" by Napolean Hill. I don't know much about it, but I will figure something out and will add it here if something concrete comes out. Till then I want to reach a bigger audience and revert to their kind replies on my posts, so that I can help them in their journey. This is the root which every one should draw their motivation from. Thats how human race has flourished and will continue to flourish and prosper in the future. More people I am accountable to more 3D's(Desire, Discipline and Dedication) of mine will be bolstered and will help me to stay on my path to reach on my higher self. Thats what is the quote of the day.

Read my other posts in my journal and find out my ups downs in the journey, you will learn a lot. Also comment on it if you like, it would be a boost in my confidence, to fight and finally achieve my goal.
https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...y-streak-join-me-and-elevate-yourself.240120/

 

god doesn't want to help me. especially if he knows my intentions with a girl with the exception of marriage, so no, im not his biggest fan.

not christian btw. if there was a verse you can show from the quran, i'd be sold on that.

edit: yeah for a second i thought the second post was going to a verse from the bible, rofl.

 

I believe spiritual and sexual emotions are closely related. So try n cut the filth out. Religion can be a very effective method to help yourself. You have to look out and see what suits you if you really are interested. If not then leave this forum for some time. Clear your head and come back here when you are actually ready to go on this journey.
I am a Hindu btw and you know it really doesn't matter. We all are humans. You will accept any fact when you want it to. Its all your mind. So the ball is in your court. Get depleted on porn and filth or rise above meet your other self and contribute to this beautiful world.

 

Also I must say sex is way above than porn. SEX with a human is a spiritual experience whereas sex with the pixels on any screen is filth. And its self harming like drug abuse, smoking, alcohol etc.

 

am i already on a good path if i don't care for porn at all? i honestly think 90 percent women look gross in porn and i would really just use it to masturbate.

now seeing one of my favorite actresses topless in a movie however... that's the real deal.

but since you seem to be an expert on stuff, can you actually give me your thoughts on these symptoms in this thread created? cause i think i missed 1 which is pain in my upper chest when i cough real hard or breathe which i think it has to do 100 percent with masturbating because can it deplete everything out of your system and then leave you with inflammation in your whole entire body as aftermath or it doesn't work like that? thanks, because i don't think no doctor can figure that out as hard as they tried.
https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...f-the-anti-inflammatory-diruetic-pill.241219/

 

How about a quote from the Dalai Lama?:

 

no idea who that is.

 

It’s more about being confident, and radiating that. Making eye contact and not looking away, or at the ground. I think it’s true women pick up on this.

 

I am really sorry, I am not the right person to comment on that.

 

Day 29.

I feel a little weak on knees today.
You are what you say and definitely what you write. Yesterday I wrote the following quote.

So today I had morning wood and again some beautiful maiden was with me in my dream and she was making love to me in the best of her capacity. Now I came into my senses and I wanted to wake up, but I didn't. I believe she was very good with her head. In short filth came over me and it was all over my brain, releasing dopamine when I was not in my senses. I did not achieve an orgasm. But I am meticulously revisiting my dream because I let filth win over me and I said to myself "enjoy" instead of waking up. Of course I woke up horny. This was a mistake, my mistake. I accept it, and I learn from it. Albeit, I boasted yesterday that I can control my subjective mind.

A lot of reinforcement needs to be done, to make a strong foundation so it doesn't shake with minor quakes of filth. Then only I will become filth free. There is no shortcut to success, every day counts and everyday brings my other self closer to me. I want to remember my purpose again today that why I am on this journey.
I need to travel to the other side. So that I become completely filth free, pristine headed. I must draw motivation from my purpose. I need to keep all my focus on the goal and not in the journey.

I felt elated answering few questions by fellow fapstraunauts. This feeling shouldered me with more responsibility to hang in my journey with more dedication, discipline and desire to succeed, because my actions are accountable to my audience, so I need to make a good role model out of my behaviour. I request all those who are struggling with their journey to seek out help in the universe, universe will respond and help you elevate your level, cuz starting point of any achievement is desire. Stronger the desire stronger the chances to win.


Read my other posts in my journal and find out ups downs I encountered in my small journey, you will learn a lot. Also comment on it if you like, it would be a boost in my confidence, to fight and finally achieve my goal.
https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...y-streak-join-me-and-elevate-yourself.240120/

 

Talking about this stuff is important. Affirmations work. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.

 

Yep. I know what you mean.

 

I believe it has to do with the inner workings of your mind. If your mind is clear and not worrying about anything like how you look, "whens the super powers gonna work", feeling down,etc. You will basically give off this calm dgaf attitude that women are attracted. You will exude value from yourself. I believe thats to key to unlocking attraction to women. Meditations helps clear the mind and nofap amplifies sexual energy. Everytime I meditate girls would be more incline to talk to me because idgaf and not worry about anything.

 

i always worry. always have to make sure when i go out that i style my hair and stick it up first. it's just a habit of mine, i mean i know obviously im not going to get any girls coming to me but yeah.

 

That pressure is natural. Animals can sense if you have doubt as well. Its kind of annoying being in the presence of a tense idiot once youve reached a stable height yourself..