New here, messed up a bit.

Hey, first of all I'm new here. My reddit seems to hide my posts for some reason.

I'm currently on my biggest streak, and it's been going great. 37 days. Suddenly I got morning wood agsin aswell, many days in a row.

But I managed to get myself on the dark side of online chatting. Talking to some girls about fetishes and stuff like days. The last days we've been sending weirder and weirder pics. There has been some pictures and videos on the edge, but I haven't fapped to them. I actually told her about nofap and she was very supportive and understood we had to stop.

Problem is one part of my brain is saying to reset and the other says, it's not porn. Fuck it.

I haven't masturbated or touched my dick ones though, so there has been no PM or O, but I feel guilty.

Even though it's not porn, I feel bad, guilty. I just know if I reset now I'll go on a huge binge.

Is it possible for me to just look past this a d continue. Take it as a setback, but not a complete loss. I wanna heal and this isn't helping, but first of all my goal is 90 porn free days and I'm still on for that.

Thanks.

 

Ye, I've deleted the app and moved on. For tje counter I'll keep it going, but the days aren't that important, I'm not doing this as a timed challenge, but for life.