Normal

For anyone who doesnt know my 'situation'. My wife found out about my 'relapse' into pmo about a month ago. The following month was basically a marital seperation while we lived in the same house. Last night my wife and I came back together and are working to fix our marriage. This is about the time (in the past) when I would slowly begin the decent back in to my old bad habits and eventually come crawling back to pmo. This time around, I dont want things to go back to 'normal'! I want my new normal to be fully embracing my new pmo-free life. I'm making this post to publically affirm that THIS is the life I AM CHOOSING. I dont want to hurt my wife any more. I dont want to demean myself by subjecting myself to pmo anymore. I dont want to slip back but instead to continue pushing forward. Thank you to this community for helping me get to this point.