Not letting your guard down

Not letting my guard down was and is the key to mastering this all along. It really took some time and focus training to put into gear. Biggest weapon in my arsenal to kicking the urge and habit.

For the last week, off n on i was doing some research on google, and of course the internet is riddled with PSUBs. A week ago, i clicked on some attractive picture of some girl and recognized it was a pornstar i used to look up. She was in a bikini, but my thoughts raced to type in more revealing pictures of her, but this time i was able to brush those thoughts off and continue with my research.

Be in control of yourself really is freeing and feeling like a badass is a better feeling than skimming the interwebs and getting that release that makes you feel disgusted more than anything right?

 

Exactly! It feels like the powers everyone is talking about really is the control you learn and it is a boost of confidence. Not to mention growing into a being you were locking inside