Girlfriend feels too much pressure from my noFap

Hey guys,

So I HAVE NOT done M since I started noFap, but in the past 3 weeks I've ended up going back to watching a couple of P clips online. It mainly started because me and her bought a couple of sex toys for us, and I ended up looking up people using them, and that got me hooked onto watching P for a few minutes.

Apart from that, she told me yesterday that she has started feeling a little bit of pressure from me on wanting to have sex more often. I do it because I either don't see her for a week and I start building tension, and when I'm with her I don't want to waste the opportunity to have sex with her. She said that I should probably just buy a fleshlight, because at least that won't give me a death grip.

I'm indecisive because she's moving away to study and I'll only see her every 2 months or so. I can feel one part of my brain telling me to do it. That's the horny part, that's happy with the idea of going back to doing M at least a couple of times a week. The other is that I've built this strong foundation and haven't done M this long, that I would be breaking something that I'm proud of.

My addiction isn't M. I can avoid doing that easily. The addiction is looking at P, which I actually just did for about 10m before writing this post. I also want to make sure my balls don't hurt if I get too horny. Not sure what to do.

 

I see her about 2-3 times a week now, but that's gonna end because she's going to live somewhere else. I would definitely want sex at least twice a day if I could.