Big urges

Had some big urges too watch porn this morning and it don’t go away for a long time but it fought it off and said no I’m not doing it it was tough as hell to fight because last night was really bad emotionally cried a lot because of the fight it takes to not watch porn and about the withdrawals stage it’s so hard to not want to do it sometimes my mind wants to treat me into thinking it’s ok to do it but it’s not ok because the after effects of porn makes me feel drained no energy no motivation don’t want to do nothing and makes me feel shame regret guilt and failure that I’m not stronger to resist these pornstars women but I fail every time but I see this as a win today I bet my urges and won today

 

Yeahiwork all the time man but my only fun time is with porn

 

Yeah an it’s so hard we all you think about at work is porn and women and when you can get your next fix

 

I can’t do that because I work all the time and when I come home I’m tired