Erection dies

Welp, when I am on a streak for at least 4 or 8 days, an erection occurs and it lasts for at least 1 minute, but when the time comes for a relapse and I start, the erection dies and it can last only as long as I do you know what. If I stop fapping for 10 seconds then it starts dying and returns to normal and all over again and it's not hard at all. I was PMO addict. I workout, I never smoke or drink alcohol, I am not fat and trying to avoid stress. The erection dies once the fap starts. In my mind, the sexual desires increase but on physical part nope. I feel that PMO destroyed my erections. Help. I don't want to visit a doctor because they will say the stupid thing "try to masturbate to see if something happens.

 

Yes. But if I go to satisfy the erection, it dies.

 

Alright, I will try

 

Yes, I will try my best, thanks

 

I tried semen retention two days ago. I felt the blocking of the route for ejaculation but then I fell a burnt inside my organs while I was trying to hold the fluids and it distracted me from keeping them. Isn't that burn harmful for our body because at that phase it's like a nuclear reactor (the body) that is about to explode and you will prevent it only by dropping the pressure (which is ejaculation)

 

Because of my age yeah I have wet dreams 100%

 

I will try at all costs to get my mind off the sexual thoughts.