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Aggressive People come out of their little Caves when on NoFap

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Austin88, Sep 9, 2019.

  1. Austin88

    Austin88 Fapstronaut

    For some reason whenever I am on NoFap people around me start acting all rough and aggressive. Literally I was getting on the train (subway in USA) and taking a seat and this big dude rushes to take my seat and knocks me with his weight and then I got off at the next stop to prevent him from being even more aggro with me/fighting with me.

    That’s not all everyone starts to act all rough and like they’re the shit. Or maybe they’ve always been acting like that (most likely). I am a very quiet person that rarely talks in public/speaks up when someone does something to me. It’s almost like as soon as I stand up for myself a little bit they start being aggressive. I know it’s all fake toughness and just a front but it’s really annoying.

    Why do people on here always criticise each other as well? Like someone posts something and people comes out of their little rocks to criticise to feel better about themselves. Even for this sentence there will be someone on here that has something to say about this. Nobody even knows others story yet they judge. There is probably someone that’s already judged the hell out of me for this post. Lol.

    The place I live is really crap. It’s a really dog eat dog city everyone is out for themselves and will step on people just to get some minor kind of advantage. Everything is a competition. The usual - jobs – they’re a rat race and people are super power hungry. The trains here have small seats and very few of them and people rush the trains like crazy just to get a seat. I was getting off the train once and this person slammed into my shoulder like I wasn’t even there and they were meant to wait for me to get off as well as everyone else as is the norm. Even some of lecturers at my university (college in USA) are power hungry.

    I can be rough as well, brutal even, but I can’t keep it up for long it becomes exhausting constantly fighting with everyone to stand up for myself in small ways in which they try to alpha me out. Like overtaking me or trying to show some kind of dominance. Like I can’t be some kind of macho man that always knows how to act like the Alpha Gorrila in the jungle. Which brings me to my other point they’re pretty animalistic as well but that’s another story. Like I could listen to death metal and act super aggressive but then even that would be exhuasting. These people are always looking for a victim. All this exhaustion and all I’m trying to do is Reboot. I’m struggling to be the King of the Jungle but at the same time having power and everything else AND rebooting. Everyone here is always in some kind of power struggle and are obsessed with domination and submission. Like they have some kind of power and boom they try to dominate someone else. Like someone falls over and hurts themselves and that gives them permission to laugh and make them look like an idiot. Or someone says something stupid and they make fun of them to feel better about themselves. And it can be anything! Literally anything to get any kind of power.
     
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  2. Bombadil

    Bombadil Fapstronaut

    I guess that lots of guys on here are angry, hurting, and have a really screwed up view of masculinity...

    Dominance games are a complete waste of time. Just let it go and walk on. Be a man of peace.
     
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  3. EXPONENTIALLY

    EXPONENTIALLY Fapstronaut

    Energetic vampires psychopaths.

    Sexual purity gives you that shield against those. A little like Vegeta when he destroyed A-19, he was too much powerful for A-19's ability to suck energy and he killed it. You'll get to that point around day 30-60 I guess. But it would be a positive overwhelming beam that would make these lost people approve and respect your charismatic presence.

    I experienced it. Just remain HUMBLE, it's the winning attitude. But know to navigate through the lies.

    So just don't relapse, and if you slip, then consider this as a growth process like a child learning to walk before running !
     
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  4. C12345

    C12345 Fapstronaut

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    If you actually are what your profile name states, you wouldn't have these trivial complaints.
     
  5. Dave G 123

    Dave G 123 Fapstronaut

    I think when you're on Nofap you start to become more aware of what's going on around you. I don't think the world itself changes, just your perception of it. Addiction of any kind is a great way of zoning out to avoid dealing with reality, and if you're on Nofap then you are actually starting to deal with it, and it may be rough, especially if you're in a difficult environment. I see what you've described as progress, even if it seems unpleasant.
     
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  6. Austin88

    Austin88 Fapstronaut

    Haha I aspire to to have the mindset and strength of a real Marine. I’m not a Marine in real life lol
     
  7. Discouraged

    Discouraged Fapstronaut

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    what you are observing is not a hallucination.

    i've observed it and also , once you 'contain' the life energies to the point it is effortless, you will suddenly observe THE OPPOSITE, everyone will be NICE to you, they will smile and be attracted to you, because you have what they want.

    when you are straining and it's zapping your energy you have low energy and bullies attack, but when that energy is flowing and the aura is giving everyone around you energy they are thankful for your presence, your presence is energizing to others.

    if you do master your energies to the point, your aura is actually healing them , they will buy things from you, too, there will be an energy exhange that will promote you in the social hive.

    just as you are healing yourself through nofap, the life force is not merely contained to your own body. if you develop telepathy, it is not merely your thoughts that are manifested in the active principle but you are affecting the psychosomatic health of others, provided you are a good soul and you love other people, and want to heal them.

    the reason this must be a secret though is because if evil people develop these powers, they will use them to cause harm to others, to kill pschicly. that's what they are doing, they are trying to kill you, psychicly. the upset you feel, from being bullied, the anger, those emotions are rising from the fact you got PUNKED and downgraded in the social pecking order, anyone who observes females much knows that the natural female is attracted to the bully asshole, this is how lower organisms determine strength, vitality, health. ultimately it is to avoid having defective offspring who will suffer a cruel life, so it is supposed to have a positive reason but dumb people just try to hurt everyone around them.
    then they act like mass shootings are some mystery, no one can fathom why anyone would ever do something like that , when they are all assholes themselves who probably do shit all the time, tax people, etc
     
  8. Discouraged

    Discouraged Fapstronaut

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    yes, they sense your energy from rebooting well, that's what monkeys do, they seek to dominate and demand your submission. read the book 'Chimpanzee POlitics: sex and power among apes"

    well, you are apes and people DO behave EXACTLY like champanzees, when someone is charming and socially graceful they are just manipulating these instincts.

    what I find fascinating is the cycles this follows during reboot.

    the first day, when the hormones are functioning after orgasm you have high energy and dominance energy , but as your body goes into healing/repair mode your going into the entropic/endothermic processes, your energies are directed inward, and this causes the perception of a weak, vulnerable aura. then as all repairs are eventually finished, the energies are directed outward, in the exothermic process, this is when life become sweet and 'dream like', your will is done without effort, even by other people, if you are sufficiently evolved , or of Atlantean descent.(just kidding)

    but there are many other dynamics involved, the world is in reality incredibly complex.

    when you masturbate to porn and things, you get demons attached to you. these demons are the ones actually dominating you. like those freaks in BDSM porn, demons are into BDSM spiritually. they seek to dominate and control your life, masturbation makes you weak and subject to their control.

    when you nofap you may be unwittingly exorcising yourself.

    and just like when Jesus did it, he said those demons resent it, greatly. they will come back and possess people around you, bully you. until they can get back inside you, back in control of you. they will even get other demons to help them, get the uppity human back under control, they are totally racist against humans and despise uppity humans who break their power over you.
     
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  9. Austin88

    Austin88 Fapstronaut

    Amen brother. I feel like I’m finally getting back control over my life and feeling freedom that I haven’t felt in a long time.
     

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