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Webcam Addiction

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Deleted Account, Jun 23, 2019.

  1. Thanks for this reply. I really enjoyed it. I've had a bit of breakdown with all this and am too exhausted to reply in detail but many things resonate for me.
     
  2. Thanks for your reply. Ultimately it's about what pain we are masking by doing these activities. Otherwise, if we get off porn will cross addict into other activities.
     
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  3. Glad it helped in someway.
     
  4. Thanks, good perspective.
     
  5. I really appreciate this post. I really got myself in a pickle with my cam adventure for the last few months. For the first time I just stayed with one women for a long time, so much so that no other webcam women interest me. She has played me at times but we became close enough that she started confessing to some of it. Right now I have hit the wall, it's such a drug, and as you say it's the performance aspect. This women is just off the charts for me in terms of stimulation, never experienced anything like it, but the more I get to know her it started to bother to me because it made me realize how much I craved real intimacy. This one has been really hard because she cams from 7.30 am till 1.30 PM 5 or 6 days a week and I am self-employed so it has become my habit. But taking "cocaine" every day, neglecting work and my life is getting old fast. I've tried to open up a communication channel outside her chat room but she hasn't given in and I think I am very lucky because it could be even more problematic.
     
  6. Yeah, I completely agree, and "crossing addictions" has been my experience up until this point. I tend to get caught up in these viscous cycle of binging on cams, followed by feelings of immense shame/guilt along with withdrawals from the severed connection and what I've spent. I would then cancel my accounts only to find myself watching extreme porn. The porn would become less thrilling than the draw of interacting with a live model. I would justify that it was somehow better for me...so I would inevitably cycle back to Cams. I realize now how frequently I've done this, and while that hurts, at least I'm becoming aware of it.
     

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