35 and Older Accountability Group

I'm a fan of Dostoievsky too. I think we are like Raskolnikov (don't remember how to write that name) in a certain point. Struggling with world and its unfairness.

 

Interesting. I haven't read the brothers karamazov but will someday. I chose the name Raskolnikov because, like him, I felt like I committed a crime (in my case, over and over) and I finally realized it was affecting so much of my life. The anxiety and lack of self-confidence started to take its toll. Eventually, Raskolnikov couldn't deal with it either - he came clean and served his time. I hope that I don't go back. I know life is better without PMO.

 

Please add me to the waiting list, thank you

 

Checking in, and feeling better. I was in dark spot there for a couple days! Obsession overload! I've been staying busy and focused today, and got a lot accomplished so far. How about that lol! Hope you all are having a good weekend

 

You’ve got this. I’m trying to stay focused on 1 day at a time.

 

I feel I've commited the same crime over and over, and I feel like Raskolnikov too. Amazing book, btw.

 

You've had long streaks before so you know that you can do it! You're also quite dedicated to this. Keep Going!

 

Checking in, coming to end of Day 3.

I know it's early but I am feeling positive about this run.

Keep marching on!

 

Thanks friend . Yes. Im interested Lets win our lifes back this time check in!!

 

Forget Dostoyevsky, we have Master Yoda: do or do not, there’s no “try”.

 

Day 8, just checking in. Nothing to say, low mood.

 

Checking in. Like despicable, not much to say. Just glad I'm not overrun with urges as I'm home alone with not much to do today.

 

Yes I would like back in when possible. I guess I was thinking a month, so I went 30 days without checkin in. Thanks.

 

Day 6 check in. I think it’s been a little while since I made it past 9 days.... maybe less than that.

Little urges and thoughts to do the things that start the chains of events that lead PM but I’m aware of how negative is. It’s front and center in my mind so I’ve been able to shoot that down.

Just focused on making it through the night.

 

Check in monday. The fight is On!

 

Checking in..Day 16 hard mode, still hanging in there despite strong urges!