Bleeding but still fighting

Hey guys. Known about nofap for awhile and want a fresh start. I had an account but want to start a new one. I’ve been off and on and even had a 60 day streak about 5 months ago ! But as of recently its been a week or 2 weeks here and there, and I definitely feel better than where I started: depressed lonely and insecure. I am now happy, have lots of friends, even teach bible study and youth groups during the week! The same guy would not be doing this a couple years ago. I want these streaks to go longer and longer and experience more of what God has to offer me in this life.

 

I hope a fresh start is just what you need Best of luck to you!

 

Hi,
A fresh start is always a chance to change things, may your new start help you making changes. It's great to hear what progress you had, that's really encouraging.
Stay tuned and stay blessed!

 

Well I bleed again today, with another relapse. Day zero again! Not sure if I should post here or my other journal in the 20-24 ages @vowed your words ring true. The denial of oneself is the key to overcoming this obstacle before me. I have the strength yet continue to choose the latter. I have found no solace in choosing the path I have chosen and despite my efforts choose it nonetheless! Despite this I will rub dirt on the wound and keep fighting. For it is not when I’m bleeding when I have lost, but when I lay down and don’t fight.

 

Welcome baack : )

 

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