THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

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Day 1

 

52 days already, aiming for that next upgrade.

 

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I'm out again. Need to get out of this phase of relapses.
I won't be competing at this challenge for a month.

 

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COUNT
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Hello teammates, I wanna share some experience with you. I was downloading P before starting this challenge, also I googled P, even I got mine and my favorite. Last week I was thinking deeply in those videos and those images, and I felt awful for myself, cause I wanna feel those bodies with my tongue, hands, every part of myself, but exactly for that desire of stay in physic contact with, I realized that watching porn (when do) is just another way our corpse tells us we wanna feel somebody with us, deeply, nudity, differently. It is just anxiety to have a link with somebody. When you leave out your house and walk alone trying to don't think about sex or porn or jerk off, and you see a couple, sharing moments and spending time together, and you look out that youre alone and you don't wanna feel like that, you just wanna feel anyone with you. You wanna have sex, kiss, smell, see, lick, listen and speak to anyone, anyone that can love you and you can love them. Some times, we just want the comprehension, company, love expression. And that what we think while we watch porn. We watch them without clothes, but we imagine something else, we imagine that tie them, the security, the desire for each other, the affection, the calm that gives each other. But instead live it we prefer to admire it, and it's not harmless, that affects our soul, our perception of reality, our brain. After all that reflextion I watched the images and videos for a while. Is just porn, is something I wanna live with my own body, is not something I just wanna watch, I have been feeding myself with that illusion for a long time, for almost ten years and you know what? I'm freaking tired of it. So I just deleted it, it was like taking off a part of myself, like cutting me for the middle. I have understood that this challenge is not to achieve a new category, this is just an allegory of life, more like this challenge is to increase its own power, to expand consciousness. Maybe it sounds easier than make it real, but just think about the linking you are getting with people, and that one with porn, compare them, think deeply in that connection with other internet users, with your friends, with your family, with porn, with love, with dates, with yourself. Just think about it, in your own space, at your time. It maybe be helpful.

 

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