PMO-Free Commitment thread for SEPTEMBER 2019!

Day 27 no PMO THIS month I am on my current and highest streak

 

Hey Guys!
I'm just starting here and I've really been struggling with PM for a very long time now. It was a very serious problem for me all throughout high school but seemed to partially go away when I met my girlfriend only a few months ago. The problem is, I've been able to stop PM for a couple of weeks or so, but cannot seem to make it longer than that. It seems that just when I'm beginning to feel like it's not a problem anymore or feel good about myself, I relapse. It's really something that bothers me because I truly do love this girl and just want so badly to be able to tell her that this is a part of my past but not me anymore but I just can't seem to get there. I'm starting this program today because I've just relapsed after about 10 days and truly need help. If you guys have any tips with overcoming this awful addiction, as well as how to explain what is going on to my girlfriend, please reach out to me. I've done a lot of research about what it is that's going on inside my brain when this happens and feel like I understand the situation and my body, but my inability to control myself, quite honestly, has me feeling very much hopeless and depressed. I, as well as my girlfriend, am in college and it likely won't be until Thanksgiving that I'll see her. I would love nothing more than to tell her about my past struggle with PM and that it has been since this very day that I relapsed, but I really do believe that I need help to get there. Please reach out to me with your stories and any tips you may have for me with regards to overcoming this problem finally.
Thank you!

 

I am ready to start 90 days challenge

 

Getting started today. Read about this site on the Guardian. In my experience, abstention through group support is the best and only way to recover from any addictions. I have a girlfriend so it's Standard Mode for me. I'm less addicted to porn that to self-pleasuring and to fantasies that have been imposed on my through porn sites in the past. Too many times I wake up in the morning and think about impossible sex fantasies and it's a real waste of time. I wish everyone else here luck and am happy to support as well as rely on all of you to keep me on track.

 

gracias hermano de verdad es difícil luchar solo con esta adicción, ten mi mayor esfuerzo para mantenerme activo e interactuar con ustedes, agradezco su ayuda y pondre lo mejor de mi parte en esta lucha

 

8-90
Do your best and you'll feel better at the end of the day, I promise

 

estare el mayor tiempo posible conecado e interactuando con uustedes, ahora que no estoy solo en esta lucha me siento mas motivado, porque siendo honesto el sentimiento de culpa y la desmotivacion me tienen como ahogado

 

Well bro... First I understand you, you are not the only one. I also know in theory what happens inside the brain but in the moment of truth, I just can't control my mind.... Second, what I can start telling you is that this is a long process. If you are struggling with this for years, probably you will need quite a few months to restore, months of victories and loses, months of hope and sadness. Just, don't leave this forum, keep posting, give advices and no matter how frustrating it can be... DON'T DISCONNECT

 

Hard mode. Actually no, beyond hard mode. No PMO for eternity and beyond. 11 September 07:06 pm was the day and time I started. LET'S GOOOOOO!!!

 

Day 30/90
17th day of September.

 

Day 2/90

Sex was better last night already. More intimate.

 

I am not going to allow myself to watch porn anymore and I plan to last for four weeks.My goal is to regain control and confidence to interact with people especially girls without picturing them naked and thinking only about sex.I also want to be able to hold a conversation for a long period of time say an hour or more.I am doing this because I feel more and more detatched each day and I'd like to regain control of my body and thoughts.Also,porn is degrading.

 

September 17th, Day 1. I guess it'll be a 2 week challenge for me, but I'm in!

 

Day 31/90
18th day of September.

 

Hey there Fapstronauts. I'm an old member getting back into the game. 2 years ago I committed to the cause and went on a 181 day streak of PMO. But After some what of a heartbreak, I literally stopped caring about whether I was fapping or not. Recently I've noticed I've been fapping a lot more than usual. I'm currently on holidays and I've just been getting drunk and having a fap before I go to bed. I really feel like it's been affecting my level of attraction and all the good stuff I used to experience when I restricted PMO. I guess I just haven't been feeling any love lately, but **** that... fapping is not the answer. Stay strong everyone!

 

Day18 completed 18/90

 

Day 19 from 124, just for the statistics...

 

Day 4, fine so far.

 

first day of quiting porn

 

Hola amigos, van 6 dias desde mi recaida, los sentimentales de culpa se mantienen y las imagenes porno siguen rondando mi mente, honestamente creo que cai en depresion