I failed to relapse

The fact that you came here first shows that you don’t want to do it. I know the anger, man. I’ve been there...but acting out never solved anything or made it go away.

 

I know stuff stinks.

But doing things in anger or revenge is not hurting them, only you

I know you are better than this from reading your posts.

Yeah you got issues we all do here and you post more than the United states postal service, but that's your thing so go with it and work on it.

Praying for your peace

 

Nah. You’re doing everything in your power not to. You’re winning!!!

 

I've spent huge chunks of my life in anger mode. You certainly have my sympathy and understanding.

Maybe it will take the anger down a notch or two if you take another look at that girl chickening out and see it as a gift. The Lord defeated your intention to sin this time, maybe so shame and regret wouldn't be added to your anger.

You don't even really want to relapse. You just want to retaliate for the betrayal. I entirely understand, my friend. What could be a more natural response? It's still a bad idea, though.

 

Sorry to hear about your pain.

Maybe think about how you may feel if you do go through with it and relapse. Whilst not in the some vein as you I often try to think how disappointed I would be in myself and how much further I would have to climb to get back to the same point I am at now.

Wishing you strength.

 

In anger, we usually end up hurting only our own selves. Don't add to your pain.

Best Wishes
-MSH

 

Don't waste your money! You will feel even worse afterwards, will be out of pocket and risk picking up a STD.

 

I don't really understand if you're in a relationship or not, but if you are, cheating is really not ok

 

I recognize this anger mode and this caused countless relapses and binges in my life.
This even caused me to go visit a prostitute a couple of time.
Its always surprising how the mind is able to rationalize you into making these fuckups, knowing that it will
most likely end in self loathing, empty balls and an empty wallet.

I'm currently in a strong mindset to stay on the hard path, but I also know that I can be weak if
the temptations get too high. If had 50 bucks in my pocket and happen to be in the red light district right now, I would most definitely crumble.
As long as I avoid that area, I'm good

 

I totally understand being in anger "mode" sucks