[QUOTE = "widdendreampenguin, post: 2276605, miembro: 360987"] Día 0 otra vez ... Odiándome mucho rn [/ QUOTE] Por que te odias??
Same here. It's often hard to consult/report to a pastor every day, at least in my case, but I've found that daily accountability here really helps. And yes, we are expecting you to be cured of this addiction, so keep up the fight.
Sorry to hear you relapse. Sadly, sometimes there is a streak of close relapses before one manages to stay on the right path for a long time. Personally, I appreciate your honesty - it's one of the key things on the path to freedom.
Started Challenges Jan 25, 2019 Relapsed 16/261 Days Longest streaks 67 (2015) and 51 (2019) Current Challenge 13/90 Day 81 weight training (3X/wk) Day 22 reduced alcohol, caffeine and sweets - feeling good even though I had 5 drinks with a friend who's getting married tomorrow - drinking can be a trigger but not this time as my brain is really committed to make it to 2020 clean - peace brothers
just relapsed last night didn't watch porn but masturbated Starting at 0 again for the 90 day challenge
Well masturbation by itself is not consider as a reset,especially if u use that without deep fantasy but it can curse ur work u do until now..so up to u if u really wanna reset go ahead otherwise u can keep going and not fall again
dude don't hate yourself be like a Boxer it doesn't matter how hard you got hit its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward towards your goal. brother it will hurt. it will take time . it will require dedication . it will require willpower. it requires sacrifice. brother you will need to push your body to its max. there will be temptation. but in the end i promise you this when you reach your goal. it will have been worth it. don't quit . don't be afraid to fail be afraid not to try. and don't be harsh on yourself
the main the main thing to keep in mind from my experience is masturbation in any form -----> leads to -----> porn because my main setback or root cause for relapse is i start with masturbation without porn and by the end of the day it leads to porn so please avoid masturbation at any costs.