Abstaining seems to ruin ejaculation control

Something I've noticed is that after going for more than a few weeks without PMO, when I go to MO or PMO again, I have very little control over ejaculation. It's almost impossible to prolong it once the O starts building. One the O is near, it's all over and I ejaculate. It's as if there is so much semen inside me it just desperately needs to come out.

But if I do it again a short while later, for example later that same day, or the next day, I find it much easier to prolong it.

For example, recently I nearly lasted 6 weeks, then I did PMO. I enjoyed it. It was exciting and pleasurable, but it was over far too soon.

The next day I did the same thing again but was able to edge for considerably longer. Then when the big O came, I clenched my PC muscles really hard to hold it in, and I had a rather intense O while I held it in. I was then able to resume stimulation several times and had another 2 or 3 O's, eventually having only the tiniest bit of leakage.

I think the thing to learn from this is that if you do a full reboot and then intend to have sex, the first time after the reboot is going to be a disappointment, but the second time will be much better.

 

I think you might be a rare exception.