30 days completed, my thoughts and experience

I have reached 30 day mark today and it is mainly thanks to this forum. About 2 weeks ago I was on thin ice and desire to fulfill my sexual needs was overwhelming, I was 2 weeks with no PMO.

I did the usual thing where first I looked up for prostitutes online and my balls were completely controlling me, somehow I looked up internet with key word search 'how to stop masturbation' and found NoFap.

In my life porn played massive role, I couldn't stay away from porn mags and VHS tapes, later on high speed internet took away all difficulties to watch and wank over it. Every time I watched porn it fuelled my desire to do the same stuff with girls what guys in the movie did.
Obviously all relationships were affected and I was desperate to have sex so I visited prostitute at age of 18 to get fid of my virginity, it was truly horrible experience but I thought next time it will be better. Now at 37 years old completed 30 days of no PMO and it is new experience. Thanks to this forum I can find answers and solutions but mainly connection with people who have the same problem.
Today I thought to myself and realized the fact that I don't need sex in my life, over last 30 days I managed to delete my dating profiles and stop compulsively looking for woman to have sex with. I don't have the problem with flatline I actually enjoy it, gives me moments of clarity I can focus on other things in life.
Sexual energy is massive and it takes over most of stuff in my life which is important, instead of learning, looking after myself and others it burns me out. Why do I have to spend most of my time and energy on fantasies and M. Today life is good, I'm less hungry and it is nice not to feel guilty and ashamed like after each PM session.

There is this thing where we blokes think that we must have regular sex to be functioning otherwise going to die useless, that's bullshit, I'm single and happy to discover life without any regrets of the past.

I recently joined in 100 day Spartan Challenge and it empowers me, I'm curious how my life will go on day by day from today, day at the time.

Definitely best 30 days of my life as I can remember.

Stay strong people, this is good place.

 

Thanks man, it's amazing how much energy is wasted on chasing the pussy and getting no results, this energy can be transferred in to other healthy things, I started to run regularly and see improvement in the way I feel when it comes to women