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NoPMO - Day 01
Productive Days from that - Zero

I overslept and get up at 10 AM
However I walked the dog, worked out at the gym and worked for about 5 hour on my applications.
Also I ate healthy, drank a lot of water (and only water) and did cold showering.

I don't count this as an porductive day, mostly because I didn't get up on time and have no time to read anymore.
Yet, I feel good!

 

Day 7. First 3-4 days was murder. Last few have been easier than I expected, but I don't want to be lulled in to assuming it will stay this easy. It's only 7 goddam days, and, it's my first serious attempt at killing the addiction. But, so far, so good!

The process I had for PMO was likely more complex than most folks. I had a VM on my PC, which separated all of my activity from my "real" PC. No need to be diligent about hiding tracks, stashing files, erasing browser history, etc. It was brilliant. Since I destroyed everything associated with my process, setting it up again would be time consuming and require effort. Yes, I can do it in my sleep....BUT, somewhere during the process I'd probably come to my senses and stop. I'm fortunate that I refuse to PMO on my main PC. I also have never used my smartphone. I'm old, so, I'm a PC guy...LOL

Watching a few Ted talks on youtube helped a great deal as well.

anyway....that's it for today.

 

I relapsed...

 

Tuesday - day 2

 

NoPMO - Day 02
Productive Days from that - 1

 

Day 8.75. Doing better than I thought I would. Feeling pretty good. Woke up this morning feeling like I used to in High School. That's a good sign. Until this week, I never gave my body a goddam rest.

 

My first mini goal is completed. The new goal lasts for a few days ahead.

 

Day 16.
Feeling energized today. Broke my previous streak with 15 days. This time I will reach the 90 days and beyond.

 

Thank you! yes I know ..! Roger that! Yes I'll make sure to do it better this time!

 

NoPMO - Day 03
Productive Days from that - 1

 

Wed check-in - 3

 

True that, first days are always the difficult ones, and where I usually slip and fall.

This time I can reach rank 1 in the challenge; if I let myself go back to pmo, I would have failed NoFap and my own goals.

 

You can count on it

 

Almost day 10 for me. Rough morning. Wife just left for the gym. Home alone. Time on my hands. My usual PMO time.

NOT gonna break this. In my 40+ years of almost daily PMO, this is the longest conscious period of time without it.

Going to hit the gym, shower and go to the office.

 

I made it. Today will be a good day.