[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Haven't been keeping up with this the way that I need to. And I definitely relapsed over the weekend..
Here we go again, lol.
0/365

 

Day 8 Check in, again i spent my day studying. I had some urges in the morning and i wanted to search up a porn actress but i stopped from clicking in any link in the google engine.

 

Day 1- Time to take control.

 

326.NeverGiveUp

 

The 19th

Finally, I am now feeling less anxious though I feel I did not do my best in the project presentation. Anyway, I know it is my perfectionism talking. Yesterday, I came close to watching porn as I reasoned that I needed to reward myself for all the hard work and perseverance. Good thing my sense of right and wrong has been stronger in the past few weeks.

 

286/365. Two weeks left until the 300 day milestone

 

Resetting again. I think its become a habit with me. I cant remember the last time i made it past 2 weeks. One day at a time

 

24 days completed.

 

Day 7 it won't be easy anymore

 

day 4

 

141/365

 

Day 0, was a long time since i posted some reply here, it ends today. Day 0? Yes ... :/

I hope that this streak becomes the best.

 

Day 1

 

i am in day 0

 

1/365

 

Message me any good tactics... I am restarting Day 1

 

Im going to stay off the site for a while. I feel its disrespectful to keep going back and forth. When i get serious about stopping ill check in.

 

287/365

 

Unfortunately, I am back to ground zero. I guess I 'rewarded' myself for all the hard work I had put in. The urge to watch porn was so high. I think I implanted that thought days ago and this is the result. That a relapse starts days in advance is a wake-up call for me. My target now is just to go today without watching porn and binging. That's it! Rebuild momentum and also go back to the drawing board.

 

Day 0