How I feel after 100 days

Everything I say here is based on my own experience on my 100 day journey

I feel that my manifestations are coming allot faster which I am truly grateful.

I have the desire to meditate for an hour.

I feel like fasting and heating healthy, I finally enjoy the love of fruit, I used to hate eating fruit before nofap but then I realize it’s probably the most beneficial things to consume.

I make my bed everyday.

No longer getting upset in video games I have stronger control over how I feel.

Less materialistic
Meaning I don’t feel like getting new stuff such as clothes, toys, electronics, candy,

Replaced most of my music to peaceful binaural tracks.

Social anxiety is still there but that is if I’m around bad people.

I feel Mildly depressed
Because my brain wants that short term pleasure, but no more it’s going to have.

I no longer want to fit in with everyone else I feel like I’m my own role model.

Going to sleep super early around 8:00 o before I would stay to 12 and do unproductive stuff.

It’s hard to describe how I am feeling. I feel depressed but in a way I feel peaceful and at ease at the same time.

 

I didn’t notice all of these bad things until nofap? why do I notice these things now?
It’s still a mystery for me

Edit: I believe it’s a source of energy. Which I’ve read is called “jing energy”
Emotions come from energy and I feel that is the case

 

Thanks bro quitting porn and stop masturbating was not easy, especially when I was heavily addicted. But after some time I got bored of thinking about porn all day and now I just think about exercise and eating healthy. XD

 

Thanks for all the replies everyone I feel stronger and stronger everyday