After 2 years of extreme PAWS i'm starting to feel again...

Guys this will be a very brief post....but... after two years of very intense paws i'm starting to feel again. My mind is becoming clearer & clearer, depression and anxiety levels dropped down dramatically and i'm starting to feel emotions and life again. This started to happen 2 weeks ago and since then it hasn't been very stable, i may feel good for a day or just a few hours and then back to paws (it happened 3 times in these two weeks which one of these was last night)...BUT...guys in these two years this never happened, it was a no stop hell for literally every day. Also the days where i feel good is not as good as before paws and all of this started but guys it's something! I think (or at least i hope) i'm finally moving to an end.
If this continues to improve and eventually become more stable i will write a post on it with absolutely more details (so please don't overwhelm me with questions), this post is just to give you guys hope and strenght to go through what i've gone through for 2 years that i know it's not easy.

 

Man 15 months, it is quite impressive what you already accomplished, you must be proud of yourself! Just keep going it's the only way. Wish u all the strenght you need

 

Wow 3 years....man take it very very seriously since it's like any other addiction (or even worse)!

 

Yes i think the worse part of it it's not knowing. Not knowing for how long you will feel this way, if you would ever come back to normal and even if the way you feel it's related to porn or maybe it has completely other causes....and believe me (and if u have gone for 3 years under paws you already know) after all this time it's very very very easy to lose faith and get lost. This is why i wrote this post and i will write a more detailed one when (and if) i will be completely healed. We are pioneers in something completely new, as you said there is no science, no research and even no cases (or just a very few), only thing you can do is to keep going and find it out by yourself. Stay strong and i hope reading this helps.

 

Yes i know man and it's very touching this, i know exactly what you mean. I think it's really important this community not to lose faith and stay focused...fighting this together it's always better! It's hard but you have no choice than keep going! Good luck man!

 

Can anyone tell me what PAWS means?

 

No your streak it's something man, i can assure you! but porn addiction is something worse than what most people believe...