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Has anyone ever had PIED return after a few relapses?

Discussion in 'Porn-Induced Sexual Dysfunctions' started by Gavalar09, Oct 29, 2019.

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  1. Gavalar09

    Gavalar09 Fapstronaut

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    Pretty much what the title says.
    I recovered from PIED last year and then a break up ended up in a relapse.
    I then went on another streak of 90 days and again my erections returned, morning wood on day 18 and sex from day 59 onwards.
    I have relapsed three or four times since then.
    I was able to still have sex two weeks after the second relpase but now I'm unsure as I haven't tested it.
    I'm stopping this now, no more relapsing but did PIED return for anyone who did relapse?
     
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  2. ironmaing

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    I haven’t relapsed to Porn by my PIED comes and goes. I’ve noticed that when I orgasm a lot, PIED returns. I’m trying to stick to one girl and orgasm once a week or longer.

    Seems like if you had PIED, you’ll more vulnerable to get it as the dopamine receptors are fried. I’m trying to find out how long it takes for them to heal. Apparently it’s around 14months of absence of the addiction.

    I fffff hate porn. Never do that again
     
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    How old are you and how long have you been suffering from PIED?

    I recovered after 3 months and was okay having sex but I've relapsed about 6 times in 6 months full PMO.
    It has worked when needed but I'm on day 2 and feel horrible.
    Can dopamine receptors be permanently damaged?
     
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  4. ironmaing

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    I’m 34M, been PMOing since I’m 11. I’ve taken ED drugs all my life and think I’ve built a dependence to them.

    I’ve been on nofap for 4months. I feel better than ever. I am still using ED drugs but trying to phase it out. I’m trying to orgasm less during sex. I had PIED return after sleeping with several women. After a week of no O, I had successful sex and O again. The next day, PIED was back. I realise that it’s taking me a while to recover.

    I hate being on ED pills and hate having ED. I’m determined to get better. I will never do porn again. I want to have a normal sexual function as I meet hot women but can’t sleep with them, also forget being a relationship with ED....
     
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  5. Gavalar09

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    I'm 26 and also taken ED drugs in the past.

    I had a relationship for two and a half years, never used them but erections were weak in that period.

    During that break up I noticed ED and used ED drugs for a good six months when needed with mixed results.

    Then got into another relationship where I did nofap for a year with great results but alot of orgasms would set me back occasionally.

    Again, broke up, porn use again but did 90 days this time and was working again but day 59, no ED used during this time and managed sex quite a few times with no repercussions.

    Though I have now relapsed 3 times in a month and fear my PIED may be back in full flow.
     
  6. ironmaing

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    Your PIED is probably back. You should remember how bad it feels when you have ED to stop you watching porn.

    considering you know the permanent damage P does to your brain, you should stop watching it.

    how did you stop taking ED pills? I can’t wait to have erections naturally when with a girl. Normally I need a fair bit of stimulation. The girl I’m kinda seeing (f buddies) told me she want on a date with a guy (37), and in the sauna she undressed and the guy got an erection just from looking....I haven’t had one of them in as long as I can remember. Wish it was that easy to get an erection. Hope abstinence will enable that...
     
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  7. Gavalar09

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    Can it be permanent then?

    3 weeks ago I was getting raging hard ons just kissing a girl.
    I've never had erections just by looking at a girl naked, I need to be at least kissing.

    And with the ED drugs I just stopped. Simple as that really. Kissed, got hard and let it roll from there.
     
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  8. Anonymous86

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    Do you get flatline after orgasming to porn or not?
     
  9. Gavalar09

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    I'm not sure.
    I though I had but I was able to have sex again after 2 weeks last time.
    I was fairly horny and needed an outlet.
    I was also able to get hard with just my hand after day 12.
    Any time I relapse I go on a two week streak so I'm not hinging, even though its still not healthy.
     
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  10. Anonymous86

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    Sorry, I'm a bit confused. I thought you flatlined after an orgasm at one point and you made a topic about it here though?
     
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  12. Yes
     
  13. Gavalar09

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    Hi mate, what's your experience?
    Did you recover again?
    If so, did it take you less time to reboot?
     
  14. Not doing so great right now. I’m not the best person to be giving advice.

    Had a five month streak at end of 2018. Been only making it out to a month/five weeks in 2019.

    So right now I’m a bit the same as I was before that five month period as far as PIED.

    I’m very embarrassed by this.

    Been socializing more, getting myself out into more stressful situations to stretch myself, but sometimes I fall flat on my face. I get stressed out and turn to PMO to relax. I was just rejected by a woman I really liked and am having a hard time getting past it in my head. I need to learn how to handle rejection without turning to PMO.
     
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  15. Gavalar09

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    How did you five month reboot go?
    Any PIED?
     
  16. ironmaing

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    I can’t understand my penis. My ED comes and goes as it pleases. Some days I can get an erection easily with a girl touching it, others it lies there maybe at 70% erected. How the ffff can I get that 30%?

    tried masturbating today and also got to 70%....wtf. So confused. I’m 34, my daily morning wood is so hard I feel I’m going to explode, but can’t get to that when with a girl or solo....

    I have been cutting stimuli for months now. I’m now about 5 months without P...I expected to have been healed by now. I can get erections some of the times with ED pills which is already progress, but want more reliable erections.

    anyone have any ideas what I can do?
     
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  17. Bulk-er

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    As I mentioned in other threads, I go straight to flatline after ejaculation and that's like that that my porn addiction went from having nice time in a naive way to be an addiction I developed to constantly check if my flaccid penis would get erect if stimulated enough with porn and death grip.
    The flaccid penis with dead dick syndrome or let's say with flat line synthoms give a lot of disconfort as you know, both physical and psychological way so I never skipped a day from porn and multiple times a day, just to make my penis fuller with some fresh blood passing and feeling better: of course I didn't know the problem was connected to porn I always ended up not simply stimulating my flaccid penis but I went for long faps edging for hours.

    I started a hard mode reboot 9 days ago. It's my 3rd or forth attempt, but the 2nd serious one and definitely the longest one but i'm just at the beginning.
    I'm in flatline since the second after I ejaculated for the last time, so the hardest period of a reboot started since the beginning for me, but it's not a surprise: dead dick is the usual condition of my flaccid penis.
    The problem is that I never couldn't stand my dick like that, that's why, as I said, I always forced erections several times a day.

    My question: when should I expect to feel my flaccid penis with some life back?
    I already know I wont have any problem abastaining from masturbating when or if my flaccid penis with get some life. I decided to rebooting so I wont masturbate, but I want to feel my flaccid penis healthier, hanging lower, fuller.

    A side note: during all these years, I experienced several short period of my flaccid penis to be healthy as I was before of having the problem for the first time: during those magic days of feeling normal again, unluckily I abused of my dick: I felt those periods like a person in jail that has 1 week of freedom by surprise from time to time, so you can imagine the feeling.
    Had days I was just masturbating and ejaculating and the penis was each time as hard as when I was a teenanger, rock hard after each ejaculation: the penis inside was like having a large tree supporting all the erection from the root.
    I had sex with escorts, wild sex with all the fury a man can put in sex after passing such a nightmare: the penis was always perfect.
    Morning woods every day.
    After 4 or 5 days, my erections started to be a bit painful, was still easy to get hard, but not 100% as previous days and then, the day after completely dead dick again, flat line, shrivelled penis, smaller of 2 o 3 sizes at least, is like the flaccid penis of another penis, not mine cause I do not recognize it. No morning wood of course, and it's a mess to get hard. I managed just watching the dirtiest porn, passing from a scene to another scene and having an erection of 50 60% but with death grip, otherwise I loose the erection in a second.
    After some days the penis feel a lil better, but is still dead: it just change that it's easier to get hard with porn, but is a useless piece of meat if I should try to have sex with a woman.

    what puzzle me the most is that I had those periods when my penis got back to normal without doing anything for that: I always masturbated several times per day, so it didn't get back to normal those days thanks to abstaining.
    Now , first time in my life, I m abstaining for 9 days, so 9 days without any erections at all, neighter spontaneous ones of course, nor forced obviously....and the disconfort is huge and depression as well.
     
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  18. I was feeling great after five months.
     
  19. ItsInTheBag

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    Yes, it's normal, happens all the time.

    You half-ass it, it bites you in the ass.

    You either play hard, or you go home. Sorry :(.
     
  20. Gavalar09

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    But you can get it back right?
    Maybe quicker than last time?
     

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