180 DAY CHALLENGE: EXTREME MODE

i wANT join this challenge

 

5/180. There were no dreams last night. Some intense thoughts in the morning before getting up, and during the day, but less and less. I find it helpful to imagine the following: For example: a pretty girl gets on the same bus as me. My mind immediately begins to fantasize about her in a sexual situation, so I imagine that someone or a squad shoots us, or with an ax or knife, etc. Do not be misunderstood, I am a peaceful guy, a lover of peace, a good person, a good Christian, but in order to kill PM and tear it out of my life, everything serves, so every time I have a sexual thought, I try to cut it Thinking about death.

Your dream is weirder than mine, haha please keep sharing the kind of dreams you have. I will do the same.

Welcome aboard. As my good friend @Force Majeure explained to me at the beginning, this is not just about no PM, it is about the search for total self-control, both in thoughts and dreams. Good fight!

 

Check in day 1

 

Precisely, your modified rules are the good things about this challenge that make it different. Otherwise it is the same as the rest.

 

6/180. I just woke up from a nap. I dreamed of a dance, where the guy who danced was totally nervous and felt uncomfortable with the suit he was wearing, with the music and with his dance partner. Then the dream mutated in a kind of soccer match in the street, where instead of ball we use a stone .
As for the thoughts, I keep annihilating them as soon as they appear.

 

8/180. I do not remember my dreams. Yes, I had a lot of bad thoughts, but I already took action.

 

9/180. Last night I dreamed something unpleasant. I was with a group of people, a kind of community. I don't know why there were lions tied up, as if they were dogs. One of the lions was released when I was inside a large shed. A brunette girl was with me. The lion came upon us, and I used one of the shed doors as a ramp and climbed a wall. The girl followed me, but the lion reached her. She was screaming in despair, but I was worried only for myself. I didn't think about helping her, and I was glad it wasn't me. I immediately woke up, startled. It is not my own behavior to abandon the needy, but I recognize that it was a lion. I comment on this dream because I see it was another attempt by PM to hurt my manhood. A man who abandons a woman in the mouth of a lion is a coward. Well, PM, that was just a dream, I'm not like that. I do not abandon women in need of my help. Nice try, but you failed again. Next time I will do as Samson, and I will break your jaw in two with my hands.

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