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Reached day 50 once again

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by LetsGetStarted, Nov 5, 2019.

  1. LetsGetStarted

    LetsGetStarted Fapstronaut

    Heya,

    Today marks the day I finally reached day 50 again. As the title said : I did it before, it was my previous streak and also first 'serious' streak (which lasted from 23 May 2019 - 17 August 2019 ; 87 days). Unfortunately I got my heart broken on day 87 and relapsed for a couple of weeks.
    I started this one on the 17th of September. The difference between my old streak and my current streak is that this one is 'clean', I promised myself from day 1 to never click on a porn site ever again and thus far I haven't, this method works for me as I think of myself as a man of my word. During my old streak I used to look at P just a few minutes maybe once or twice a week without M and I think that set me back in my progress.

    The reason why I started my NoFap streaks is because I have PIED. I noticed it while kissing 2 girls in a row and not feeling anything down there (keep in mind I was also drunk, I never kissed a girl while sober, but seriously you should get a boner too while drunk right? Unless you are near to going 'out').

    I do think however that abstaining from P and M for such a long time in my previous streak and not doing it 'daily' has helped me in my current streak.

    The benefits I noticed:
    - No more depressed thoughts/intrusive thoughts (huge fucking benefit! I used to think about suicide a lot during my PMO days, not in active way, but passive way like 'wanting to never wake up again')
    - HOCD is fully gone (I thought I was starting to become gay or something as I couldn't get it up due to PIED while kissing with a girl (I am a 19 y/o virgin btw), I even looked at guys to see if I would be attracted to them, I felt 'A-sexual'. However, I don't have the HOCD thoughts anymore. I am not attracted to guys and I never was :)
    - Somehow I can see that girls will be more attracted to you (I always thought that this was bullshit!), as I noticed that the last couple of weeks girls would come to me more while clubbing. A hot girlfriend of mine of highschool even told me that if I had gone to the city where she studies, I would have had sex many times already not with her though, but her friends. A lot of girls are also really surprised when I tell them I am a virgin hahah. A shame they don't know about PIED.
    - Consequence of the previous benefit : I talk more to random girls in clubs and I like to dance more.
    - I enjoy listening to music more
    - I got a 70% boner while kissing a girl 2 weeks ago. (this time also drunk, as I said : I never kissed a girl sober lol)
    - Morning wood is back! In my previous streak I noticed that my morning wood was back on day 39 and in my current streak I already had my morning wood back on day 16. Having morning wood everyday feels fucking awesome, as I remember never having had a morning wood before ; I can remember I even looked it up when I was 17 why I never had morning wood.
    - I had some sort of wet dream on day 38 for the first time in my life. The reason why I call it 'some sort of wet dream' is because I didn't ejaculate sperm in my pants, but instead 'pre ejaculate fluid' or 'precum' some may call it. I remember dreaming about ejaculating and waking up with that precum in my pants and a hard ass boner. If it would've been sperm I would've ejaculated a lot more than that for sure.

    I hope the benefits are crystal clear! This is what I experienced thus far.
    I also miss a few benefits like 'not procrastinating and having more energy', I still take naps during the day as I am used to do so and keeping up with my study is really hard.

    Another thing I miss is the spontaneous erections, I hear some people talking about them, I had maybe 4 spontaneous erections in those 50 days and all were a little boosted by a sexual thought. Nevertheless I am happy with my (sort of) wet dream and daily morning wood.

    As I said I am still a virgin and 19 years old, because I am afraid to not get it up due to PIED.
    But I do think it is time for me to really rewire and get a girlfriend. I believe rewiring is more important to the younger guys like me. So that will be my next goal!

    Thank you all for reading!
    If you have any questions, ask them!

    Cheers,

    PS: I am from the Netherlands, that's why I can go out etc.
     
  2. Deforio11

    Deforio11 Fapstronaut

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    Congratulations, you will achieve much more, thanks for clarifying the benefits
     
    LetsGetStarted likes this.
  3. Well done. I'm almost at day 50 myself. And this is my first serious one. Let's finish NNN strong my friend.
     
  4. LetsGetStarted

    LetsGetStarted Fapstronaut

    Thats the spirit! Well done
     
    FellatiousD likes this.
  5. LetsGetStarted

    LetsGetStarted Fapstronaut

    Thank you and no problem :)
     
    Deforio11 likes this.
  6. phwrancesco

    phwrancesco Fapstronaut

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    50 is a fresh start! keep going!
     
    Consencus likes this.
  7. MeditatingOnTheMoon

    MeditatingOnTheMoon Fapstronaut

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  8. Great job man! Keep going
     
  9. Dreko229

    Dreko229 Fapstronaut

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    Yo bro id love it if you answerd. But ive been going through HOCD (Check my account to see my "Story") and its been litteral hell, constant doubt and pure anger. Its making me so confused with who i am and i dont know what sexuality i am really anymore. All i know is that before HOCD ive always been straight and ive loved girls since day 1. My question is will not fapping help a bit or a lot??
     

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