i lost my sensivity after my reboot , is that normal?

hi, so im 24 yo and I have been masturbating for years, rubbing my glan with a piece of cloth for hours , so i lost all my sensivity and i suffer
delayed ejaculation when having sex. my penis is numb. so i dediced to do a 30 days reboot to regain my sensivity only, so after my reboot i decided to test my sensivity and i fapped with a flehslight and i didnt feel so much , my sensivity was not that good but i lasted only 1 minute using it, i cumed so fast. the next day i tested my sensivity again and my sensivity suddenly was like crazy, i got sooo much sensivity ,i never felt like that, i had an orgasm in 30 seconds and i was very happy about my sensivity . then the next day i tested my sensivity again masturbating with that fleshlight and my penis was totally numb again!, my sensivity just lasted just 1 day... now if i put a finger on my dick and i press it , i cant not even feel my finger touching it... my question is: will I lose my sensivity everytime i relapse even if im gentle with my dick? im asking this because lets suposse i relapse and i have sex with a girl very often, so my sensivity is gonna decrease like this even with good sex?... if i do a longer reboot , like 90 days or more my sensivity will last longer than this time or it is gonna be the same? ... and how much your SENSIVITY LAST AFTER A RELAPSE?.... man im sad, i wish i had a normal dick again, normal people like some friends have sex very often and they dont lose their sensivity so fast ... i know im the problem because i damaged my dick for masturbating for years, but my point is will i have to reboot for ever, always after masturbating for just 1 minute with a damn fleshlight or after having too much sex?? or it is happening because my brain or nevers need a longer reboot to be fully cured? my sensivity lasting 1 day , that is not normal right? thanks so much guys!

 

you have numb penis too? first i thought it could be nerve damage in my case, because i could not even feel my fingers when touching my dick to pee or to clean it when it was not erected.. but after 30 days i was able to feel my finger touching my dick even with my dick was not erected. my skin is dry but i dont think the problem is the thickness of my skin or something with my skin because i regained my sensivity and i lost it so fast, i mean i dont think my skin can get more thick in just 1 day, i mean after i masturbated. anyway im using coconut oil to hydrate my skin again. i thought 30 days was not enough to regain sensivity too, however i clearly regained my sensivity in 30 days, and i know that because my glan was so sensitive when i used that fleshlight and because i was able to feel my finger when touching it, however i cant understand how i lose my sensivity so fast, i mean i could not have damaged my nerves for masturbating for 1 minute with a fleshlight right? i know using a fleshlight is kinda like death gripping because it is kinda tight but im not sure if nerves can be damaged in just 1 minute... also i thought it could be my brain blocking the pleasure and the sensivity of my dick, but people dont lose their sensivity too fast for using his dick a few minutes right?

 

i thought that too, maybe the fleshlight is a bad option to keep the sensivity... fleshlight users lied to me, they said i would recover my sensivity with a flehslight ,also they said it was better for my dick than death gripping... maybe i should not use it anymore but when you regain your sensivity oh mannn it feels too damn goodd!!! the best orgams in the world