Day 14 / I ask for advice

14 days is really good, keep it up. : )

2-3 months is when i feel better.

 

Well , you need to know our experience , hmm , i ll share mine , i have addicted to this addiction from past 9 years and i am 23 , i am not achieving anything great in my life , i am being average in my studies , only have a friend circle of 5 friends so now you can imagine my social life , since all those friends of mine are males . The porn really attacks your brain it changes it . The greatest gift that god will ever give to the humans is our BRAIN , and this filthy shit peace of crap also goes by the name of Porn have this power to change it . The amount of naked girls you watch just by clicking on one of the sites are huge , your ancestors havent watch 1/3 of it in their total life time , so basically it hits our dopamine receptors , dopamine is the natural chemical present in our brain which motivates us to do more and achieve more , without this chemical we are dead as zombies . The chemical is released in a huge amount when you watch porn and it spikes to its limit when you add masturbation into it along with porn . The receptors gets damage in the long run , depend upon person to person due to which the normal day to day activity seems boring and you cant get motivated very easily as you used to be .

I am in a recovery process , in starting i had a record of 89 days 21 hours of being fap free but i was still watching porn and convincing myself that its ok i am not fapping i am just watching porn , it wont harm you chill and all other bullshit . But PORN is our real enemy , i relapsed and after that i was not able to hold myself i was fapping almost everyday and watching porn , i wasted another precious year of my life . Everything can be recovered in one way or another but what you cant recover is the lost TIME , YOU cant recover even a second of your precious life so invest in yourself and quit this habit as soon as you can , this is a road to hell and regrets ( PORN) if you want to see heaven then remove this filth from your life for once and for all. Good luck