Suicidal and HOCD

Enwar · Oct 28, 2019

TreyBall said: ↑

Yeah, I have a job, but it’s not an ordinary job, it’s more like we call you for the next day you come work, and it’s all paid under the table, it was a party rental. I busted my ass for the company and I was getting paid 17 an hour no taxes this summer when I was only 17 years old, I worked 12-16 hours every day I didn’t have training for basketball, and with all the days I worked, I made around 20k, which I used to pay for a car, a new phone, and I still have a lot left over that I use for gas and food.

Gotta quit this addiction, it’s fuel to the fire in my head.
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That sounds good (although it might be illegal). It sounds like you have enough experience to get a more stable job right now. Perhaps you should try that. Also, it's hard to get back into college once you've left, but you need to get back on track there. You might need to get into a skilled trade, of which there are many. These things can't be neglected, although quitting porn needs to be your focus.

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Enwar said: ↑

That sounds good (although it might be illegal). It sounds like you have enough experience to get a more stable job right now. Perhaps you should try that. Also, it's hard to get back into college once you've left, but you need to get back on track there. You might need to get into a skilled trade, of which there are many. These things can't be neglected, although quitting porn needs to be your focus.
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I never left college, I still attend the university I was going to play at as a student, but since I quit the team I lost my full ride scholarship. My whole freshmen year is free though, I was on the team long enough for it to be able to cover my first year, but since I quit, I will start having to pay tuition next year. Which is why I need to get back on the team. And yes porn has to be thrown out the window ASAP!

Thanks for the reply

Enwar · Oct 29, 2019

TreyBall said: ↑

I never left college, I still attend the university I was going to play at as a student, but since I quit the team I lost my full ride scholarship. My whole freshmen year is free though, I was on the team long enough for it to be able to cover my first year, but since I quit, I will start having to pay tuition next year. Which is why I need to get back on the team. And yes porn has to be thrown out the window ASAP!

Thanks for the reply
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Oh, I thought that you had dropped out. It's better than I thought. Just keep going, bro.

Deleted Account · Nov 12, 2019

@TreyBall I've just read this entire forum and I'm super duper glad that I've ended up here while cruising around here looking for a story similar to mines and I've came across yours. We have very very similar life story....when you see this message please do hit me up brother. We have a lot in common and I'm sure we can help and motivate each other by telling each other about literally anything. I already consider you a best friend. I have so much to tell you and yes, you are not alone. You'll be shocked to hear there's someone out there just like you. Also, you'd be very suprised when I tell you about my age but let's save for that. Send me a dm Trey. I really feel like we would be great accountability partners not to mention great friends.

Deleted Account · Nov 13, 2019

Trolimp2xm said: ↑

@TreyBall I've just read this entire forum and I'm super duper glad that I've ended up here while cruising around here looking for a story similar to mines and I've came across yours. We have very very similar life story....when you see this message please do hit me up brother. We have a lot in common and I'm sure we can help and motivate each other by telling each other about literally anything. I already consider you a best friend. I have so much to tell you and yes, you are not alone. You'll be shocked to hear there's someone out there just like you. Also, you'd be very suprised when I tell you about my age but let's save for that. Send me a dm Trey. I really feel like we would be great accountability partners not to mention great friends.
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I sent you a DM, and happy to see somebody in a similar situation.

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