59/60 thursday 60/60 FRIDAY OYEAH Tomorrows the day im going to see my ldr girlfriend wish me luck guys i wish i will never have erectile dysfunction
Day 36 hmmmmm Haven't started doing stuff! One of the days I made a list of things I need to do that will make the next day awesome, yet I failed to achieve them, they weren't that difficult either. So yes, I feel like it is Day 0, untill i start doing the things I wanna do, especially work hard towards learning SQL and Java. Many weekends have rolled by, even long weekends, I'd leave office on friday hopeful thinking about the possibilities but on Monday morning I return to office feeling the same old powerless, worthless piece of shit that I am.
Day 37 feeling sad today because I don't have a girlfriend. I don't have a GF in the first place because I am depressed.
46/60 (Saturday) Cold shower Running Meditation Journaling 47/60 (Sunday) Cold shower Yoga Meditation Journaling 48/60 (Monday) Cold shower Meditation Journaling 49/60 (Tuesday) Cold shower Running Meditation Journaling Seven weeks accomplished.