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Relapsed after 46 days of no PMO

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Mr.NoFapster, Apr 29, 2015.

  1. Apr 29, 2015 #1
    Mr.NoFapster

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    Hey, I relapsed this morning. I didn't fap or watch P, I fantasized and rubbed it against the bedding and O'd...
    I was feeling really horny for about two weeks and it was just too much.. I tried to fight it but eventually I gave in.
    So yea, I'm starting over.
    I don't feel shitty and depressed. I feel kinda normal.
    I'm happy I reached my goal of 40 days. I'm proud of that.
    I'm also happy cuz there are quite some improvements in my life (no more social anxiety, talking to girls more, people notice me, I feel really better and like I'm more important than I was before...).
    I'm getting urges to watch P, but I resist.
    Well idk what else to say... I'm starting over and will try to reach 20 days for a start. Wish me luck.
    Also I'm really thankful for all your support! You guys are the best :)
    God bless you and keep strong!
     
    Mr.NoFapster, Apr 29, 2015
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  2. Apr 29, 2015 #2
    R92B

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    Good job on the big 4-0.
     
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  3. Apr 29, 2015 #3
    Mr.NoFapster

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    Tnx
     
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  4. Apr 29, 2015 #4
    justcauseiamnot

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    Hey man, don't forget to remember!

    you still have 40+ days of no PMO (as in no P, M and O together)...

    So really I think you have two personal clocks, one for no MO&PMO, and one for no PMO...

    Or maybe I'm just crazy.
     
    justcauseiamnot, Apr 29, 2015
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  5. Apr 29, 2015 #5
    DannyCool

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    The fantasies are madness aren't they? :p They are just crazy stuff coming into the mind. I had a fantasy about a women living with me for two days she was pretending to be there for spiritual reasons but really it was my mind trying to get me to relapse. There were good elements to it but I was buzzing off the dopamine and was heading straight for a relapse. Somebody said something on the site and I realised it was trouble. I dumped the fantasy girl and took normal living as a compensation. Ok that was brutally honest. I just wanted to say that fantasies can be let go of gently! I can't believe Ive just told you all this.
     
    DannyCool, Apr 29, 2015
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  6. Apr 29, 2015 #6
    The 1000 Water Fists

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    I am starting over too,dont give up.We can do this!
     
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  7. Apr 29, 2015 #7
    Mr.NoFapster

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    Yes we can!
     
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  8. Apr 29, 2015 #8
    Mr.NoFapster

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    Nah, I'm gonna start over. @Karupika said to me once, that mental Porn (fantasizing and all that) is Porn... So yea... But still I made it to 46 days right?
     
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  9. Apr 30, 2015 #9
    justcauseiamnot

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    I just mean like, don't forget your still on a streak ;)

    thats some discipline though man, awesome!
     
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  10. Apr 30, 2015 #10
    Vincsl

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    Haha in my last noPMO i Also fucked the bed - 28th day.
     
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  11. May 1, 2015 #11
    Mr.NoFapster

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    Well yea, kinda, the no Porn streak.
     
    Mr.NoFapster, May 1, 2015
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  12. May 1, 2015 #12
    Mr.NoFapster

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    Lol
     
    Mr.NoFapster, May 1, 2015
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