Tools to Success - 24hrs @ a time

Happy Thanksgiving everybody. Have a great 24!

 

24 here we go

@JR-62 I borrowed your quote in my signature. I like it!

 

Final 24 of November. Made it through the NNN.

 

Well I am heading over to the Don't Do it December challenge if any of you want to join me.

 

Well last night some shitty night time urges came and it sucked bad, but I'm still going. The past few days have been unusual spells of crying, self loathing, and a lot of doubt. To top it off, a nonexistent sex drive. The first 2 weeks I felt unstoppable.

 

My first 29 days on this challenge was a breeze and I felt great, then doubt and urges and frustration and anger for 14 days. I toughed it out and now I am on day 47 and so glad I didn't give up. Its easy again, I don't know why but it was worth it, that I do know. Stay in the game 24 hours at a time. You can do it and the bad times pass.

 

Joined

 

I started no PMO maybe a day later than you. Gonna be day 50 in about 30 minutes. We are all in this together!

 

I had so much trouble this past week and I have extremely shitty urges around girls. Now all I want to do is just get rid of all and any form of sexual energy. I don't want to transmute it or transfer it anymore, because it happens around girls entirely. I just want it gone for good. What stuff would get rid of sexual energy, antidepressants? I know those are said to lower sex drive.

Edit: If you want to know why I don't want any sexual energy at all, it's because my life was so much more enjoyable before I got attracted to girls. So i just don't want sexual attraction to anything.