THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Hey guys, I just realized something amazing. I have already quit, I have just been making a big deal out of it. I have been making it harder on myself for no reason. I thought that it would have to be more difficult than this. It's not, that's really why I relapsed. After 25 days I thought, "I really don't want porn anymore huh? Let's test that." So I took a peek, and went down from there. So, I am not going to be checking in with the challenges as much, but I do still like to see people's progress and help out. So if you need space or whatever, you can remove me from the challenge with no concerns. Peace.

 

No I'm good, something happened with in me. I don't need the definition of going 30 days without PMO to feel free. If I want to be free, then I will be free now! It's over! It really is that simple! I am not going to wait 30 days feeling deprived of validation to finally feel free. It is like going through gun training when you already know how to shoot a gun. It's a waste of time. If I stay around here too long, or take it too seriously, I might convince myself that I haven't quit already yet. Or that there is still some sort of struggle or sacrifice that is being made. What is next after 30 days to define "quitting"? 60 days? 90 days? 1 year? 2 years? My life? It is endless and senseless, so I do it now to not wait any longer. I am quitting so I define when and what "quitting" is. That is why I relapsed last time. I thought I was still "quitting" when really I had already quit. I thought I had to stay on here and stick it through like I was doing something difficult to prove it. I was fighting a battle that didn't even exist. I was so serious about it. I didn't realize that things were already settled. There was no battle to begin with! That there is no "fire" to put my feet in! Peace and blessings to you all! I wish you well! Remember the battle is an illusion, it is already over. You have won! No need for senseless fighting. It will only bring suffering.

 

Cool . I am glad we have come to an understanding. I am not better than anyone. This is possible for everyone. You can quit whenever you want. Don't wait for a definition.

 

Check in day 25!

 

Day 19 for me, overcome urge several times, looked at models on instagram, considered relapsing countles times, overcome that too. Now I started watching Rocky, I'm at the third one now. Rocky is a masterpiece.
I love the idea of succeeding and overcoming great obstacles as a result of great effort and struggle.
And I love Rocky cause it a good movie made before everything got woke.

 

heho here is day 1

 

So i have been relapsing like...alot. I know the urges and i know that i trigger myself by peaking. Almost seems like the " old ways forever " mentality is still in my mind somehow. I gotta push back against that and develop a new way of thinking more along the lines with " Wait, why am i watching pixels and people getting it on when i can spend that time on something better? " Thats the push im going for, and work certainly helps cuz it keeps me occupied for at least a few hours.

Jumping on the damn horse again, and at this point i´ve been PMO free for well 40 minutes I know its terribly hard for some, hell for me especially since its been there rooted in the mind for years. But im not gonna give up and definatly try to apply the new way of thinking.

 

Cant wait to hit day 6 sometime next week. Already have plans at this point to keep myself busy

 

Day 70!

 

Day 26 check in!

 

Oozaru day 30!!! (Full moon today on Dec. 12, last full moon of the decade. coincidence?)