[60-CHALLENGE] THE SIXTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 1, daily check-in. Hope you all fine guys. We're all fighting this addiction and we all gonna win, praying for this.

 

Check in day 32 my sleep has gone really bad again but I'm determined to carry on

 

Days 31/60 - Joining from the 30 days challenge, so it turns out that i still need to learn a lot of things to pass that exam, so i will have to start studying more, that will be very challenging

 

Check in day 33/60 struggling with emotions at night but overall feel alot better than I did 33 days ago keep going everybody

 

Day 18 and relapsed !!!

I’m having good days so far, I finally got a job yesterday and out of excitement I relapsed with M only.

I’m feeling happy and sad at the same time, and I don’t know what to do.

 

After many relapses and fought hard battles, today I completed day 1 again.
It felt good.
Now also getting those strong urges, I have to stay strong, I have to save myself!

 

50/60 (Wednesday)
Cold shower
Workout
Men's Circle with meditation and tantric exercise
Meditation
Journaling

51/60 (Thursday)
Cold shower
Therapy
Running
Meditation
Journaling

 

Check in day 34/60 had a wet dream last night which happened last time around this number of days in, I'm really struggling to sleep though I hope that passes soon

 

Day 32/60 - Today at work was stressing as fuck, could not accomplish anything due to incomplete instruction/info, computer slow as fuck and not collaborating, asked a thing just to be sure and then it turned out wrong anyway, found an alternate solution to deliver the program and then found an error in the program in things that yesterday worked and that i barely touched, that in turn is bad for our whole IT area since we are often accused to deliver incomplete/not working things, and that's fucking inevitable considering the nearly non existant specification we receive.
The good thing is that if there isn't another fuck up i'm going to graduate and thus be able to search for a better workplace in the future, not that the current one is strictly bad, but the disorganization drives me crazy at times.
And now to resume study !

 

Day 31/60

 

Day 0/0

I'm starting all over again after almost three M relapses. I'll be very aware about the urges in this streak.

 

Again starting today.
Day 0.
We all should win over this.

 

Check in day 35/60 still struggling with sleep but determined to carry on

 

Day 35/60 - Not so bad, finished something and took a chance, let's see how the events unfolds

 

Day 0

 

Day 0, daily check-in. This time I'll have the biggest streak of my life without PMO!

I will study tomorrow and also will work on my happiness.

 

Friend, don't give up, i can't say what you need to do with your life, why are you here? To study better? To have a better relationship? To just be a better person? I don't know. But you know, you think you don't know but you know! Just think a little about it. Also, learn from that mistake.

Don't give up! Learn from your mistake and move forward!

Congratulations on 35 days!

 

52/60 (Friday)
Cold shower
Workout
Meditation
Journaling

53/60 (Saturday)
Cold shower (I have a cold)
Running (I have a cold)
Meditation
Journaling

One week to go!

 

Cold showers are good for health hope you can take one today.

 

Check in day 36/60, finally starting to work and earn money which I haven't been able to do for a while, so I'm managing my time much better already