Conflicts!!

I am strong enough to beat anyone,and durable enough get beat up and still never give up, i practice martial arts and do exercise. But the thing to tell is that when i was not on Nofap i set up mind such that i was not afraid of any conflicts but as i am on Nofap i constantly fear of getting into conflicts but one good thing on Nofap is that when someone really gets me up or in any confrontation i would have so much presence of mind and intincts like i have some super powers like i can dodge any attacks . But still i afraid to get any future threats , what is this ?

 

Yeah as i am also ripped not jacked , and also most of them know that i know martial they will just out number me that what my mind says and i get scared and don't want future threats to happen that's what my mind says

 

My own temporary friends who are jelous and eventually they will stab my back , that's what i think

 

One more thing that is i am not afraid of fights but afraid of future threats they give in which i will get killed or what if they have a weapon or guns ?? Give me some advice on this plz

 

I live in India and there are goons and people who gets away from the law sometimes don't know , and if i kill someone in self defense then what are the chances that police will belive me and not arrest me for killing