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Day 12.
As it stands I'm still active on the forum, instead of doing more productive things.
Well it is how it is.
I'm glad I will be with my family soon! In some days my only tasks will be to not relapse (loof after myself) and to care for my loved ones.
The year is almost over.

Looking back I have not achieved so much. But I made some litte approvements and I had some unique experiements. Lately my reboot goes better, it's promising.

I think I've got a pretty good base to start my rocket on, in the New Year.
But changes have to be made.

I hope I can continue my recovery process and quit hanging around on this forum all time for no reason. It's just one symptom of my procrastination though.
But in my experience, if you get rid of the distraction you get to the important things automatically. But it needs some positive, creative energy.

I want to check in once a week.

 

What do you mean?

I also think you should change some things. If not now then in January. Just don't try it the same way again and again. (I think someone already said that).
I think you just need the right tools to make progress. Or radical measures ...

Sounds good! But when have unrestricted access to porn at these certain times, it could be no enough. Look at what you want to do, how you want to spend your time. Maybe you'll find your personal win-win strategy.

 

Chicking ... no checking in on Day 13. Also a nice number!

 

Today, after some Christmas-shopping, I enjoyed having nothing to anymore. Just a free day and no need to do anything or feel bad because of laziness.

Unfortunately I feel some light urges again. But I have a original reason not to give in: when I thought about looking for some "hot stuff" (online) for a second, I already felt this inner conflict rising up and make me feel stressed. But I don't wanna stress me out. Even if I would do nothing more than peepinp at some sexy girls pictures with clothes on (but most certainly I would escalate to porn clips and maybe p-games) it would still stress me out in many ways: I'd have this inner conflict, a bad conscience, I would have to control myself with all might, I'd feel the need to MO and even riding the dopamine-wave is much more tiring than just do nothing.
No, I don't want that.
Of course, there are many more reasons not to fall back ...
I'm about to become an Elite Warrior. Risking pmo is out of the question!