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Relapsed after 100+ days of no pmo

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by break-the-chains, May 4, 2015.

  1. break-the-chains

    break-the-chains New Fapstronaut

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    Hey Fapstronauts,

    I must say that I've reached 100+ days of no pmo! and it feels amazing. I became a person that I wanted to be on this journey.

    But that new me was also my biggest fear. I was not used to feeling so free and get so many positive attention from other people. I was really connecting with other humans and felt a strong bond with them.
    The strong feeling from this power you get after you've reached the 90 days is more powerful than you ever imagine. I thought when I was on day 70 from no pmo that I almost got the most benefits, but I was wrong. The most benefits you get after 90 days.

    I could'nt handle my new self and relapsed 3 days ago and even today a couple times. It's really not worth it. Other people are feeling that I'm different when I was 100% clean than who I am now. They react in a different way and the healthy sexual tention between women and me is a bit lost.

    My advice for you fapstronauts is: Never think you've overcome your pmo addiction already even when you are far in your journey, because you must first control the enermous power you've get from stopping pmo before you get used to this power and you can use it the way you want. Keep working on the new you!
     
  2. HeisenbergBlue

    HeisenbergBlue Fapstronaut

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    This is a good post for others to gain inspiration from. I've been wondering sometimes, what were to happen if I exposed myself to porn and how I would control myself. Like you said we must control the enormous power we get from stopping. Even now after 80days, if I'm exposed to a half naked picture, it gives me a huge rush.

    Well done on the 100 days, that's no walk in the park. Now you must start again and conquer!
     
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  3. riis11

    riis11 Fapstronaut

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    break-the-chains -- I completely agree with your advice. The same thing happened to me, but only after 30 days. I thought that I was invincible, but I had a few things go wrong one day and my stress level skyrocketed and I relapsed. I realized that I'm still not in control even after 30 days. Your post showed me that I likely won't be in control even after 100+ days. Thanks for the your post. It has really helped me. Stay strong.
     
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  4. Amen brother. Just think; what would CR7 do? ;)
     
  5. arturo111

    arturo111 Fapstronaut

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    Very nice post bro! But i must say: you are good and just, be strong! Bdw, i have to much relapses and ED so i'm clean 200 and more days from my last relapse and i'm stil no good. But i hope, one day i will enjoy on the superpowers of that NEW ME! With luck and be strong!
     

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