[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

71/90

 

Made it to day 5 and then relapsed last night. I've been off the forums tho and hadn't been doing really any regular reading about why I should quit PMO, so I kind of lost my focus, and eventually, I didn't even want to fight, which I think was the kicker. I'm gonna re-read the reasons why I started and work from there.

It should also be easier now since I'm officially back in school today and that's gonna provide me with a lot to do.

Day 1.

 

i relapse again hard to control urge after relapse. still starting the challenge day1/90

 

check in day 3

 

Wow this getting exciting family. Day 79, I’m almost down to single digits!! No relapse, not even close. A lot of “thoughts” but I’ll never give in or acknowledge them. I’m committed firstly to myself secondly to the NoFap fam. Let’s go!!

 

Stay strong brother. Ride that wave of confidence and build on it daily. That’s the REAL feeling you never want to lose. That other feeling is an illusion. It’s not real.

 

Day 10/90. Holding on.
I was trying to improve my diet too, tracking my macros, but found very difficult to reach the proteins and stopped doing it and eventually
I decided to put my focus on start exercising again, it's easier than dieting to me. Then I'll try to improve my diet little by little, without following a specific diet. For example, drinking more water every day, trying too eat healthier foods and so on
Anyway, just wanted to share that.

 

4/90

 

Day 10 - yess - thats more than 10% of the initial 90 days! Going to meet my ex girlfriend tomorrow and try to explain why we had the sexual issues we did, so at least she knows she was not the problem, even if we dont's start seeing eachother again I think its the right thing to do to tell her.

 

Thanks! That video is something I think of a lot

 

Checking in for day 8.

 

Day 1

 

Day 8 checkin!

 

Failure
Relapsed .
Cause: Not enough Exercise
Rebooting

 

4 days. Good. 4/7.

 

35 / 90 Completed

 

Day 10. Yesterday I had some problems in shower but I could stand it. A lot of stress past few days.. but it seems good so far. Good luck everyone!

 

I'm in this challenge.Day 0

 

72/90 Less than 20 days. I'm so close I just have to make it. Relapse is not an option, even if my dick falls away.

 

75/90. Slow and steady. Feeling calm, and grateful that healing is possible.