My story

I will try to put it the simplest as i can. I`m 23 years old, i never had a girlfriend, i never even kissed a girl. I was watching porn since puberty till two years ago, when i decided to stop. I succedeed at not masturbating for a full year, but from time to time i was edging ( watching sexy pics from porn actresses). Then in december last year, i masturbated and watched porn for a couple of times, and i was angry at myself. This time around i decided to take it seriously, i`m on my second week now and feel good, i do not have the urge. I am Christian, i believe in God and i try to live as the best and moral as i can. I also noticed that i do not have the big sexual drive and urge towards women, even my 1 year absence did not change anything. Of course i am heterosexual(i easily fall in love with a girl) but i never felt the urge to take some action. For now my plan is only to absent from any from of porn and masturbation for as ling as i can, so i hope this forum will help me somehow, so if you have any comments and thoughts about my situation , feel free to comment .

 

Thank you, i don`t have time goal, i will absent as long as i can; if i fail, i will start over again

 

Thank you, i apreciate your advice, it`s easier when you see that there`s many people with same dedication - to be better version of themselves, without porn and masturbation.