Can't completely get over stupid femdom/findom fetish?

First of all can I just say I don't really engage in this fetish, although I have been a little stupid in the past online when I have been drunk or hungover. But usually it is just an imagination fantasy thing.

But I get extremely turned on at going on to hot females social media pages and imagine I am going to be their slave ext, sending them money, taking them shopping, buying them lunch, and having my femdom fetishes carried out on me by them. Like I say for the most part it is pure fantasy and imagination. But I just think it's messed up how I can get so turned on at imagining and fantasising that I am literally worshipping these women, and for what? Simply because they're beautiful, and what am I imagining they're doing to me in return? Laughing at me and degrading me and just using me.

Like I will imagine in my mind I am meeting these women, letting them rinse me at a cash line, me taking them shopping, buying them lunch, and then also imagining I am having my femdom fetishes carried out on me by them.

Like I said it is mainly just imagination and fantasy, but yeah it concerns me how this can turn me on to such an extent.

Another worry would actually be going through with something like this, actually engaging in it in real life. Because if the fantasy of it turns me on so much, then my worry is actually going through with it on an occasion in real life.