90 Days Complete!

Hello guys, so I've finally made it to my 90 days goal. it has been a long journey, trying to break this addiction since 2 years, and i managed to make a 90 day streak starting in October.

I've been a huge addict since my early 12s or so , consuming P daily. my taste got worse , hard-core porn seemed awesome and developed ED.

So before October, I was in a mood where I couldn't sort my things out, thought I'm just everyone else , bored , being lazy etc.

the first month was really hard . I tried my best not to relapse , passed many flatlines where I laid in my couch for some days with little interactivity. however after that my mood starting getting better. I started paying attention to little details that I could never appreciate before , and that gave me a confidential boost to continue

I started socialising and found a girl I really like. I explained everything and man , this was the best feeling. she understood everything and supported me when I was feeling really down.

90 days now , my mood is peaked, I've got a lot of confidence and keep an eye contact on anyone . I feel different and get complimented a lot. gosh it's really awesome.

my morning wood is working again, I'm getting boners from fantasizing , however when I somehow end up seeing some nudes online I don't get any hard at all . I guess I need more time but the improvements so far are amazing. I'm getting hard by kissing my girl and she says we can do it whenever I feel ready. this is the best feeling I've ever felt in my entire life.

thanks everyone. keep it up guys , life's much much more than wasting it on a computer screen

 

I had many from day 50+ like 6-7 especially if i was sexting the night before. I'm not getting aroused from pixels anymore so I'm like halfway healed but can't see the way fantasizing is a negative step. that's how the brain works right?