[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Relapsed

 

day 4 continues

 

-- Day 2. Today was a good day, but I've felt pretty bad quite a few times. Tiredness and neediness, even though nothing bad was actually happening. I thought about how bad I felt for nothing at all and about how people feel when they masturbate frequently. Perhaps they just got used to to feel this bad and consider it normal.
-- I've certainly done that for a long time and got used to this terrible feeling as my natural state. That is WRONG. I was feeling much better before masturbating, certainly would feel even better had I held on more. I remember many people from different sources claiming that when we see "superpowers" we are actually seeing how we really are; not some enhanced version of a human, just who we really are.
-- Now I've realised this for myself. I'll not be content to be a broken fragment of a human, I'll be a whole shining beautiful human. Best of luck, may God bless us.

 

Starting day 3

 

Day 6. Keeping myself busy so far. The weekend approaches however.

 

Day 3/30

 

day 5 contn..

 

Day 1 complete

 

Day 0

 

Day 4,5,6 went smooth. Been busy at school. Stay focused on the weekend, little more spare time can cause us to slip.

 

I'm in from tomorrow..... From tomorrow I'll start my journey of NoFap.... Hope I'll be a strong man to avoid this

 

check in day 2

 

Yesterday... day 4/30. I'm sorry I could not check-in.

 

day 5/30.

 

Day 1

 

Day 7: Feeling really good right now. Trying new things I like, like learning how to cook. very few urges that only occur when I'm about to sleep or in the morning.

 

Day 5 done yesterday.....day 6 done this morning..

 

Day 6 contn..

 

Day 1 here. Hope this can be my last time rebooting

 

day 14