The Lord of the Rings Challenge

excellent brother!!! Keep going

 

excellent brother . You´re a Warrior of Gondor now . Keep going!!!

 

very good bro . You arrived at the old watchtower of Amon Sul, rest for the night, but beware, the porn forces are strong here.

 

don´t worry bro, it´s just your brain in short-circuit over the lack of porn use. keep going

 

61 days my brothers, personal record .

proud of myself, not just because of the number, but also for the quality of the streak. never have i reached so far in such pristine conditions. i never touch myself and i peaked nudity only 3-4 times, for a couple of seconds. this is a great breakthrough for me, since in previous streaks i watch much more nudity and even softcore movies.

in this streak i get even more deep in the sense that lust is wrong. nudity beyond art or fashion is wrong and should not be exploited. i also learned that is important to continue learning as much as you can about the addiction and the rebooting process, which is a humility lesson for me since i got a little cocky before and thought i knew everything (maybe that was one of the reasons why i failed many times before).

i learn also that the words "never" and "forever" should not be use or applied in addiction recovery. my only task is to not screw up today. tecnically it doesn´t matter how many days i am sober, that doesn´t protect me at all.

i learn that good habits are more important than willpower. and it´s the good habits that makes the streak stand together in the long run.

usually i would be afraid now because this day would be the first day in uncharted territory, but honestly i´m not afraid anymore, i have a system that backs me up (health system, sports system, triggers system, meditation system, hobbies/passions system, etc...). i´m not waiting for nofap to transform my life, i´m doing it right now.

Let´s go my brothers. tomorrow we may fall, tomorrow we may cry, but not today, not today!! today we raise our head and say: no pmo.

 

Congratulations brother . you arrived at Rivendell. you´re an Elf now . Keep going!!!!