[FAP FREE FEBRUARY 2020] - enrollment till 01.02

February 9. Many thanks to @MasterPablo and the fapstronauts of Fap Free February!

 

Feb 9th. All going well.

 

Storm Ciara - damnnnnnnnn son!

 

Day 7 still going bored!

 

It's boring down here in the south. Was getting all pumped up for hurricane force winds but the most exciting thing that's happened in the local area is someone's fence getting knocked down. Oh well, always next time.

 

actually Check in day 0

 

Lol we're all lightweights in Europe. Total chaos transport wise. Still we got a transatlantic flight record out of it

 

day 9 check in. All is well

 

Day 10 check in, kind of tempted but I guess that's the point. Haven't fallen for a psub yet, it promises to be so benign but that's not the point.
I saw a solid video that helped me get out of a fantasy loop this morning. If I'm not doing anything there's only one thing my mind can do so I need to stay busy.

 

Good morning on February 10th. Back to the work grind! Stay strong. Stay focused.

 

That tiny search, little almost inocent this or that is so tempting right now. It promises it won't lead to relapse, but it lies. Alas, I know it lies.
If nothing else, at its least, it's a heavy distraction I'm better off without...

Still day 10, still in control, still choosing no, still staying busy.

 

Day 10 lets get it

 

Day 8 worst day yet.

 

bad morning.

 

Day 11 and checking in. I still crave something hot but I guess that's just part of being a man, and I 'm fine with that. I just can't act on that. I need to wait until I get married. Dead stopping fantasies would probably make things easier. One day at a time.

 

im still going

 

February 11th. I'm still going too! Long day today - not looking forward to work!

 

Day 9 Foreign stuff really gets me when I'm bored.

 

I'm back to Day 0 MO as of this afternoon.