I like being angry.

Infrasapiens · Feb 11, 2020

Optimum Fortitude said: ↑

Yea man and there is a simple reason for it: you attached your self to this feeling of anger for many many years so you believe this is part of your identity. You feel good when you feel angry because your emotions align with your thoughts and, in appearance, confirm your identity. It gives you a false sense of self and existence.

But that's also why it feels bad-good and not good-good. Your deeper self knows that the anger is actually painful and hurting your self. But because you are unconscious and controlled by your emotions, controlled by your false mind-made sense of self (that is the ego), you don't realize that it's hurting you.

You are much less angry lately so it's great congratulationa. But it's also normal that you miss those angry bursts, because you (mistakenly) identify those angry bursts as a part of who you are.

It's just like porn. If I listen to my mind, I miss it because it felt good. But my real self knows it's damaging and wrong.
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I wouldn't be happy about it. At least it felt kind of good when I was angry, now I'm sad all the time and I hate it.

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I like being angry.

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