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My Celebrity Obsession and Lust

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Starlord27, Feb 15, 2020.

  1. Feb 15, 2020 #1
    Starlord27

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    Hey guys,I've been an pmo addict for 5 years now and I tried nofap multiple times and I relapsed every try and I never passed 10 days.Well i'm starting all over again.Currently I'm on my day 9 on nofap.Well my problem is not actually porn.I'm not really an addict to it my real problem is celebrity obsession.I have been obsessed over an actress (whose name i would not like to share) for more like 5 years. I've been obsessed over her since 15 years old.Every time when i'm on a nofap streak,I always get tempted and view her pics and relapse.I always imagine her as my wife or girlfriend in my mind .Yesterday on day 8 I couldn't resist and viewed some of her photos but i managed not to masturbate. Flashes of her pics comes in my brain and in my dreams sometimes.I am slowly starting to loose my focus and nofap and and feel like its leading me to another relapse.I always remind to myself that she is not real and doesn't even know about my existence.I really don't want to relapse as it will be very hard and it will take a long time to start nofap again.Someone please share me some advice on how to go through this.
     
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  2. Feb 15, 2020 #2
    Wanktard

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    Whats her name:)
     
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  3. Feb 15, 2020 #3
    Starlord27

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    Hey,man you r right after viewing her pictures my brain started thinking differently and not as how it was from the nofap streak.Plus i relapsed just now as i am unable to control myself.thanks fir the advice.
     
    Starlord27, Feb 15, 2020
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  4. Feb 15, 2020 #4
    Ronaldo Machuca

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    I'm guessing it's Elizabeth Olsen or Scarlett Johansson; anyway this isn't normal man. Are there no girls that you like besides celebs?
     
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  5. Feb 16, 2020 #5
    Ogikubo

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    Hey, it happens. Forget feeling ashamed of yourself, it won't help. Do you have a few good friends? Do you socialize? I'm not going to say the same thing happened to me, but I can relate. I lived in a foreign country, couldn't speak the language, and beautiful starlets were on TV, on magazine covers, on ads in the subways. It was fucking relentless. So, I would get a bit obsessed. But, I didn't find a healthy outlet. I wasn't doing sports. I wasn't learning. I did not join any clubs or groups. I look back at that period as a serious waste of time and a contributor to my immaturity. It doesn't matter who the girl is - it's you. Start divorcing yourself from this feeling today. It will be slow but you can do it. You must.
     
    Ogikubo, Feb 16, 2020
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