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THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Kratos_GOW, Jun 13, 2019.

Are you a warrior.?

  1. Yes

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    63.6%
  2. No, I am loser

    32 vote(s)
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  3. I want to be

    433 vote(s)
    33.9%
  1. ZORROW

    ZORROW Fapstronaut

    Since i was suffering from very bad mood , i went to omegle , after spending around 1.5 hour over there , when i thought that nothing exciting is happening here , i found a girl , she was naked , and the wants me to jerk off in front of webcam , its been 3 days since i watched any porn , and it was my first time when i saw a girl naked in these sites , my brain got excited and i started jerking off . After a while she confessed that she is just 12 years old and she asked me is that a problem ? me on the other site , was being controlled by the demons and i just wanted to enjoy the show , i said no there is no problem you keep going, for 10 mins that session lasted , i ejaculated and then she closed that chat , she was calling me daddy . After cumming i came back to my senses and now i am regretting it , like what the hell i have done, i ejaculated by looking at a 12 year old girl . What am i , am i a pedophile ? Now my mood is more worse then it was before , i am ashamed of myself , i am not a pedo but what the hell i have done . Please forgive me god please , Guys please guide me , what should i do now , i am not feeling good , i was home alone and i think i have committed a crime , may be i will get punished , may be they will track my ip address and will arrest me . Please help me out please .
     
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  2. Davyfreedom

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    Check in day 24.
    Do you have any family members to talk about this with?
     
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  3. Davyfreedom

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    Check in day 24. Was going to go party last night but decided to just work instead. I'm in a stage where I'm working on myself and need to not become distracted. Also alcohol + girls will probably cause me to loose focus on my goal.

    I do miss post nut clarity. My sexual energy is growing, don't think I've had a wet dream yet. It's taking more energy to stay focus without my mind daydreaming about sexual thoughts.
     
    Last edited: Feb 15, 2020
  4. othmanben

    othmanben New Fapstronaut

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    So inspiring!! I can feel your beautiful energy from here. We can do it if we motivate each other. Congratulations
     
  5. N4ruto

    N4ruto Fapstronaut

  6. Thanks, dear.
    Check in day 15
     
  7. Espi1971

    Espi1971 Fapstronaut

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    Congratulations on achieving rank! You've got it going now my friend :)
     
  8. othmanben

    othmanben New Fapstronaut

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  9. the alpha project

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    Wow that’s awesome!!
     
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  10. the alpha project

    the alpha project Fapstronaut

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    It’s true. It is a transition for sure. Perhaps you need to build a new building then. Or start your own gym!
     
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  11. the alpha project

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    Take @fg4795 advice my friend.
    I have been in a same position for two or three years now in my research. I was a rising star, doing well and then a big failure. Many days I have felt like crying. Some days I have. A lot of days I used pmo, alcohol and weed to escape my feelings. I felt the same as you. Like I could die and nobody would really notice. Like I have no meaning in this world. It’s been the worst time of my life.

    even doing everything right. No pmo. No alcohol. No weed. Training hard. Eating well. Sleeping well. I still was failing for a long time. And I am still failing today.

    Only thing left is mindset. So I started talking to other researchers. Telling them how bad I have been doing. The failing. The darkness. The desperation. The crying. The madness. I asked for help. Went to get some consultants. Found a new workspace. Focused on what small thing I can do today instead of being scared by the things I might fail at tomorrow.

    Quitting pmo is also a big task. And it can mess up your chemistry making it hard to do anything. But that is also a way to take pride and gain strength. You are doing something few people bother with. You can do great things.

    Decide you are finished living hopeless and in fear. And attack the things you are afraid of. You have to take actions. You have to do it.

    God bless
     
  12. the alpha project

    the alpha project Fapstronaut

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    Check In Day 1(37),

    Hello Spartans,

    I have been working very hard on my research and on my mindset. And on my gym training. And still my life is all failures around me.

    So I accept this as a trial.

    I am being tested.

    And I’m not going to quit.

    I’m going to fight. And maybe I will fail. And maybe that’s the going to be the biggest failure of my life.

    But I have decided that regardless, win or lose, I will fight the biggest fight of my life. So that even if I fail, I will still be a champion. Because a champion is not the winner. A champion is the one who gives everything they have no matter what. And maybe that’s what some people will say is foolish. But you know what? If you have never failed how do you know what your greatest effort can be?
     
  13. ZORROW

    ZORROW Fapstronaut

    No i dont have, there is a age gap of 40 years between me and my parents . I was reading about the laws on the omegle site and that mentioned that omegle wont send police after you , they will just ban your ip address and therefore you will not be able to use that site for some time . I dont want to use that site ever now. Its just the mental shock that i am dealing with , like how can i do this to that girl , whatever she was doing was her own deed but i should not be the one to who should encourage her for doing this , what will be the difference between me and other pedophile then ? I am totally quitting this habit of porn now from its root cause, i have faced enough , and the last night part was extremely terrible .

    I was not able to face myself after doing that, what i have done to that girl was wrong , was extremely wrong , she was just 12 years old and i on the other side is of 23 , i am 11 years older than her , i can control my mind , i should have control my mind that time and should have stop or close that site but porn has screwed me over and this time it was horrible . I will grow into new person , a person who doesnt not watch porn at any case , i am quitting this thing now .
     
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  14. PeterJL

    PeterJL Fapstronaut
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    Day 40, checking in.

    Glory To God!
     
  15. Risho

    Risho Fapstronaut

  16. Wolfyoufeed

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    Well done Spartan!

    Day 65 *Head Nod*

    Today I will spread laughter. Because a real man isn’t all serious all the time.. in fact he doesn’t care what others think because he knows who he is and has no reason to hide/mask his inner self. Laughter is a gift to those whom we bestow it.. a form of love for others. It has power to lift spirits.. turning bad days into tolerable ones. It can defuse a bad situation, causing enemy’s to join forces.. there is no stronger force than love... love never fails (1 Corinthians 13:2-8)
     
    Last edited: Feb 16, 2020
  17. hollyman

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    carefull on the chaser effect tho,,,,if u relapse dont make it worse by doing it twice or more

    it will not quench your thirst believe me, its just made u dug deeper and deeper to the pit of sorrow.... just over with it and start brand new day 1

    be strong my friend
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  18. Dahlazycoda

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  19. Espi1971

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  20. Espi1971

    Espi1971 Fapstronaut

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    2 weeks in! You will achieve rank tomorrow :)
     
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